batuk..cpt laa ilank...

sakit btl laa batuk nie..cpt laa sembuh..da tak larat nk tahan nie...ea laa..tiap2 mlm bergegar katil...cne 2..sakit tawu tak...dada nie cm nk trcabut kua da nie...sakit sgt..gnggu nk blaja..gnggu nk wt sume laa..yg plg gnggu..gnggu kwn2 len nk wt kje..trgnggu je diorg..sian diorg..cian ag kt k.nadia laa kn..tdo gan ak..katil sure brgegar..batuk 2 cm nk roboh katil..hahahhaa..smlm best sgt..ak ase sume da settle..mmg abes happy smlm..2 laa..org tua2 ckp jgn nk sonuk sgt..amek kaw..hahahhahhahahha..ak tdo lmbt sgt smlm..tak ley tdo..ile da abes wt kje trengkas..ak pown baring laa..usik2 k.nadia...hehehee..hobi ak..ttba something yg agak pelik jd yg wt ak trkjut..urm...trsentap sgt..dye tak sdar kot..tp cara dye ckp 2 bapak laa..wt ak trkjut gyle..nk trkua jntung ak nieyh..!!!ilank mud2 yg de..urm..even tade mud...ak usaha jgk nk btlkn keadaan cz ak tak ske gado2...tak larat daa..urm..tp..ntah laa..trsentap..smpai now ak trpk..urmmm..

should i..???

assalamualaikum...alhamdulilah...sukaneka yg amat mnyeksa kan da settle pg td...ya amat laa sonuk...tak hengat pnye...hahhahahha...men sukan ala2 dak2 kn...best bangat dehh..yg tak best ile msuk tghary..matahari trpacak,mta pown da nek kuyu...hahahhaa...time 2 sleep ma...!!!mmg blk 2 ak tdo tak hengat pnye laa kn..dr kol 12 smapi kol 6..gyle tak gyle laa kn..mmg..!!ak cr nahas,kje brtimbun..da trlajak tdo nie..mmg mlm kunk ssh nk tdo..ya ampun...!!!da uh..pg sok tink tong..ak ske cr masalah kn..!!ishh kmu nie...hehehe...rinie...cm tak brsemngat lgsng...bnyk bnda nk pk..urm..syukur ak dpt mgawal sgala kerunsingan yg de..mmpu brfkr scara rasional lg...alhamdulilah...even pada hakikatnye...tuhan je twu btapa sakitnye..btapa sksa nye pe yg ak ase now..ksonk...mmg ase tade pe kot..even dikelilingi ramai kwn2...tp tak sma...kosonk...ak mmg jnis bkn brckp 24 jam..ile da cnie..mmg payah laa kot...soe diela...ak bkn tanak bckp..soe ak wt ko ase ko sorank lam blik nie...urm...ya Allah sdey btl laa...cne nk uat nie...mak..kakak nk blk..!!!mslah gan olie tak settle ag..dua2 diam..ak ase cm kteorg da trgantung..masing2 da ikut haluan masink2...ak tak mmpu nk settle kn mslh nie...ak tak twu np ak cnie..bkn tanak amek port..tp...ntah laa..ak da tanak uat pe2 da..pnat prjuangkn hbgn nie sorg dr...bkn mngungkit..tp..sy tak mmpu nk uat pe2 now..sy tak twu np sy da tade bnda nk ckp daa...sy tak twu..sy tak twu...sy tak twu..tlg jgn tny pe2 lg awk..sy mrayu kt awk..ckup mslh yg da de nie...ckup awk...tlg..tak puas ke awk hancurkn aty sy..???ea...sy tak phm awk mgkn..awk phm sy ke..??at least sy tawu cne law awk mrh..cne awk sdey..sy tak tny pown sy twu..awk..????kna tny dlu bwu awk twu sy cne kn...at least sy cuba sdaya upaya nk phm awk...phm keadaan awk yg tak pnh mnentu...phm situasi awk..phm keadaan family awk..pnh sy ckp sume 2 kt awk...sy tggu awk..tp awk..???sy sakit..sy egt awk...tp awk..???org len yg bria care sal sy..ne awk g..??mane...!!!!!!!!!!!!sy prlu kan awk time sy btl prlukn...ne awkk..?????awk kua..njoy gan kwn2...tak hengat dnia...tak hengat sy..oke..mgkn..!!mgkn awk egt sy...tp de nk text..cll sy time sy sakit 2...sy tacink gan awk...tp tak lpas nk ckp...tp ile sy trlps ckp..awk yg sakit aty skli kn...np nk ase brslh ile sy sakit mlm 2..np tak biarkn je sy.. !!!!!!!np nk care lagi..!!!!!!!np tak bia kn...!!!np..!!!!time awk cll sy mlm 2...aty sy da hncur sgt..tp sy ckp tape kn..!!awk twu np..??sbab sy tank kite ag gado..ag jauh...sy nk prjuangkn hbgn kite...tp awk..??esoknye 2..awk diam je kn...tak tny sy oke ke tak...ile sy ckp cnie..awk akn bang sy blk..sy kna blk..cm sy nie laa plg jahat kn..!!!!!np lyn sy cnie..pe awk nk lg dr sy...pe awk nk sy buat ha..!!tlg laa awk....sy tak cm gurl len...sy tggu nk jmpe awk...even sy ckp tape..awk g laa..sy oke je..law awk hppy sy happy..awk tawu tak prasaan sy time 2...!!!awk jnji nk dtg kn..tp awk tak dtg..last minute awk cncel kna ikut fmly awk..awk..nie bkn skli dua twu...sy korban kn sgalanye...sy sabar gan awk..sy fhm keadaan fmly awk...sy sabar gan awk...fmly awk..keadaan awk...awk egt tak kite pnh pts dlu np..??sal fmly kn..sy time awk balik...!!!sbab..???????????????????sy nk prjuangkn hbgn nie...sy sanggup sabar n cuba fhm keadaan awk...awk ley tak fhm keadaan sy now..???sy bkn nk ungkit pe yg sy wt..tp awk pk laa..law btl sy nk g..sy da lme g...sy da lme wt..sy sggup sabar...now sy da ase zero...mmg sy tak text awk lgsng..sebab..???sy tak twu cne nk uat lg..sy da buntu...awk tak keysa..so sy ase tak perlu kot kysa gak..

urm..da laa ilank dye kn..k.nadia pown sme..kmi da tak cm belangkas ag...trpaksa jauh...sksa nk uat sume 2..sdey nk uat sume 2..mak...kakak rndu k.nadia...mak...!!!!kakak nk uat cne nie mak...kakak rndu dye..kakak rndu dye...mak tlg g twu kt dye kakak rndu dye ley tak...akk...rndu akk...rndu akk...hurm....ntah laa cne nk uat now...dlu rapat...now...cm da ase agak jauh...akk...cne nk idop tnpa akk..da slalu sgt gan akk...akk slalu tman g'a...g'a sdey..hppy...dr g'a gemok smapi g'a krus kerink cnie akk de..akk tgk prkembangan g'a..cm 2 jgk g'a...g'a tgk akk start akk krus smapi akk brisi...start akk sombonk smpai peramah cnie...celik mata tgk akk..sembang gan akk..gelak gan akk..sume gan akk..smpai laa da nk tdo...still gan akk..ckp gan akk..gelak..nangs..sume gan akk...sume..sume.!!now..??g'a bkak mata..akk da tade...nk sembang gan sp nie...nk gelak bria2 gan sp nie...nk nangs gan sp..sume sorg now...akk...np kite prlu cnie..np kite prlu cnie..np prlu cnie...g'a tanak..g'a tanak...!!!!!dnia g'a da gelap...g'a tak twu nk g ane...g'a tak twu nk ngadu kt sp..tak twu sp nk bebel kt g'a ag..tak twu nk larang sp mmbebel ag..takkan dgr pkataan ayam dr akk ag...g'a tak twu nk ckp cne..bgn pg..ile kua dr blik.."g'a ne k.nadia..??"ak dgr bnda 2 brulang kli...brulang2...!!!korank...np tny ag..ile ak slalu gan dye..korank cuba nafikn 2 sume...tp ile da tade np korank cr kakak ak ag...g'a tggu msg dr akk rinie..tp tade..g'a egt ile akk ckp law akk tak msg g'a bkn akk lpe g'a kn..g'a harap cm 2 la..g'a tak pnh lpe kn akk...g'a syg akk....syg sgt..mlm td...sdey sgt..tak ley nk tdo...tak lps tgn akk..ntah laa akk...sdey sgt..urm..kkdang ase nk rebah pown de..g'a ase kekok sgt ile akk tade...nk uat pe pown sure egt..bnyk bnda yg akk tggl kt g'a..cne g'a nk kuat nie...akk...ya Allah..!!!!tlg ak...ssungguh nye nie mgkn jln yg trbaek...kuatkn aty ak...

ile nk settle ntah laa...

alhamdulilah...da better now...da sehat..thnks kt k.nadia..da jaga ak...da rawat ak..cee wah..hahahahha...bnyk tlg ak kn..thnks darl...rinie mgkn ary ke 4 ak tak text or cll olie...gantung...??mgkn kah..??ak ase tade jwapannye..ak pown da confuse sbnrnye..ak da tak twu cne nk uat ag...mslh now ak da ase cm ak tak dperlukan lgsng..dye ckp ak tak fhm dye..oke..then dye tls kt wall cm dye nk ungkit pe yg dye wt slama nie..anta amek ak..2 yg kaw cube ungkit kn ke..??btw thnks ea..pas nie tanak trhutang budi gan kaw da..oke..ak tanak ungkit pe yg ak wt..ak ase tak perlu kot nk ungkit2..wtpe jd cm dak2 kn..tak perlu kot...law ase ak tak phm kaw..oke fine..g cari org yg fhm kaw kn..tak twu pe slh n slp ak kli nie...cm ak nie kejam sgt n kaw 2 mulia sgt2 kn...ea la..kaw mmg bek..ne pnh lak nk sktkn aty org kn..ak je yg jahat kn..ea..ak tawu sume 2 kot..oke..sriusly ak tak twu pe yg kaw nk sbnrnye..thats why ak diam..n the way kaw msg..kkdang ase cm ksong je..soe mlut ak mmg tak tapis laa kn...ak mmg jahat kn..cm kaw tak knl lak kn...hurm..!!!n 1 more..ak tade mse nk kecoh2 sal kaw laa...law ak kecoh sal kaw..kaw yg kna gan kwn2 ak kot..so..ak mls je..nk kecoh2 kt fb..tls kat wall bagai...soe laa ea...ak bkn jnis nk kecoh2,nk gelabah2 tls kt wall..tak yah laa ea..n kaw pown..ley tak hormat cket privacy ak,,ak tak ske law gado ke de mslh pe ke..nk tls kt wall..ak tanak oke..ak tak ske org twu..diam daa laa..tak perlu kot nk tls bkn2 kt wall..oke..clear.??

cepatla sembuh...................

de kot lam 2mggu da dmam..ile nk sembuh nie...sian kt ak...nk g class pown tak ley..tawu tak btapa sengsara nye law tak g class...nk cover blk sume 2..bknnye snang...sparuh mati nk fhm sume yg da trtggl..sorg lak 2 kn...cpt laa sembuh...cpt laa.....urm...

cepatla sembuh...................

de kot lam 2mggu da dmam..ile nk sembuh nie...sian kt ak...nk g class pown tak ley..tawu tak btapa sengsara nye law tak g class...nk cover blk sume 2..bknnye snang...sparuh mati nk fhm sume yg da trtggl..sorg lak 2 kn...cpt laa sembuh...cpt laa.....urm...

cepatla sembuh...................

de kot lam 2mggu da dmam..ile nk sembuh nie...sian kt ak...nk g class pown tak ley..tawu tak btapa sengsara nye law tak g class...nk cover blk sume 2..bknnye snang...sparuh mati nk fhm sume yg da trtggl..sorg lak 2 kn...cpt laa sembuh...cpt laa.....urm...

pergila.....

mownink sume...salam...pg nie da nk siap blk poli..de ase sdey..ase hppy pown de..sdey nk tggl mak sorg2 kt mah..yg hppy nk jmpe kwn2 blk n smbung stdy blk...urm..op pjlnan ak nt slmat smpai..amin..!!!urm..now nk story sal ariff fadhli ismai...bf ak yg da 2thn couple...smlm mmg bnyk dye anta mcg..tp ak..??harapan laa kn ak nk bls elok2...aty ak da hancur sgt..so..awk de mslh ke gan statement sy 2..??tade kn..cz 2 yg awk wt kt sy scara sdar atau pown tak k..sejak awk msuk poli..awk da bnyk brubah...yg awk ckp smlm..awk kt sna blaja sy je pk bkn..well hello...sdar dr 2 cket ley tak...org len pown blaja kot awk..tp tak laa trok sgt brubah n blagak cm awk sorg je blja..bwu dok poli..blm u ag..law u ntah laa pe yg awk buat..bru poli pown da cm lost..pe ntah..nmpk sgt awk
shock culture..jgn jd cm dak sgt laa awk..sal fb awk gan pmpuan 2..sriusly sy da tak keysa..awk buat la pe pown..aty sy da tawar...awk nk couple 10 org lam satu masa pown sy da tak keysa...sy btl2 da tak keysa..n kprcyaan sy kt awk mmg da kurang...awk slh kot...pmpun nie law awk da ragut kprcyaan dye..mmg ssh..law sy..awk nk sy pcya awk blk mmg harapan laa..sy ssh nk caye awk skunk...sjak msuk poli awk twu cne nk tipu sy kn..pnh sy tipu awk..??awk tawu..kt poli 2 bkn tade org nk sy..de je kot..bkn nk blagak laa kn..law pagai sy buruk mmg sy da layan...couple gan diorg pown ley je..tp pagai sy tak buruk..ley plak mntk no fon lam fb n tny free or tak..bruk gyle kot pagai cm uh...maaf la law trasa..sy da lme smpan..now awk dgr plak pnjelasan sy k...sy blk dari poli..cuti lme..jmpe bpe jam..??sejam..ok fine..pas nie sy da tak de reason nk blk perak kot..blk perak pown tade pe..law sy blk sy nk jmpe mak je..bkn awk..oke..sy de ke tak de..sme je bg awk..cm 2 gak sy..awk mcg ke tak..cll ke tak..sme je..awk de ke tak now da cm sme..sy da takde feel..so awk de mslh gan sume 2..???awk yg paksa sy wt cnie..aty sy da sakit sgt..sy tak ske cnie..tp law always sgt sakit..jnuh kot kn...so..pas nie tak yah nk iso lebey kt sy laa...sy da tak keysa oke..jgn egt sy men2..kli nie sy sgt srius..oke..jgn cabar ksabaran sy..