huh...!!!

geram gan ckg yg jnji nth pe2...agak2 la pown...kteorg pnat bltih kot...agak kcwa gan behave dye....
at least apprciate cket kteorg yg alwys trun pdang...
serik kot nk maen da...geram je....
21hb nnt ak dftar dr kt poli sabak bernam....ptut ke g twu dye...
bdohhh....!!!!!bnci ah kau...!!!!
ak x twu ah pe mslh ko sbnrnye...!!!

urmmm..???

kwn yg baek x kn abaikn kwn sndr......................................
ayat dat gurl mmg besh...dan...kwn sndr x kn gan aty trbuka nk maki2 kwn sndr dpn public...even mrh pown...agak2 la kn...
soe yg trasa...aku agak moody...tp aku x kn sng2 nk maki sp2....aku bkn cm 2....
rinie ary plg best....cz aku g jln2 1 ary....gan ujan nye...mmg best kot...aku
g gan kwn bru aku...aien nmanye...
mmg x kering gusi kot dok gan dye....cm2 dye uat...hahaha....
plg best time aku gan dye g round lakeview....kt ats bukit....nek mto...
press pnye press time nek bukit 2 mmg x egt dunia kot dye press....ttba moti mti...
ahhh...sudah...aku ase cm nk trbalik ke blkg...pe ag....agak kelam kabut kot wk2 2....hahaha....ngah kelam kabut 2 la mto 2 bru ley nk start....selamat hakuhh...!!
law x pakat patah blk kot....then kteorg g pusing istana...
best cz da lme x jjak kn kaki aku kt sna...miss la gak....tjmpe boy aku...ahhh....rndu g 2...da lepak2 kt c 2...kteorg blk brujan....best sgt...
ntah np aku ase cm best smcm jerk....pdhal aku da slalu wt cm 2...
urmmmm...law x ahad nie aku kna g bangi...nk smbung blaja....
tp aku x bpe mnat la tmpt 2....mmg la nmpk best...course pown best....
tp...bia dlu ahh....ntah la...

rinie lthn dbtalkn...hjar bz...x twu dye..
ujan je rinie...sykur sgt..x de yg best rinie..cm besa...kkdg aku miss kwn baeek aku dlu...
dlu la.....................
aku arap dye chat n hppy...aku doakn dr jauh je oke...
aku gan bf aku...???dye alwys bz gan life dye....aku just mnunggu n tros mnunggu...
tp aku skt aty ile aku pnat tggu smpai 2,3 pg tp kteorg just text 5 mcg abes kuat ah 2..
pnat tggu...nk x nk...aku bia je...sbr dlu..
nk tgk pas nie dye nk wt lg ke x....aku x mrh law nk naive...tp jgn la naive sgt...
up 2 u la...mls nk ckp bnyk...
da bsar tp law bab bncnta dye mmg fail ah..hahaha...
tp x pe la kn...aku ttap syg dye...syg ketat2...ikt mati g 2...op dye ley brubh cket....
stdy2 kje2 la jgk...aku da trbiar nie...hahaha...sp nk jg aku..hahaha...x pe la bie..org x keysa...jnji kite alwys 2gthr oke...

aku tension.....!!!

hurm......dun noe wht i hve 2 do...dun noe how 2 imagine my feel rite now...suck...!!!it was so bored...!!sometimes i thnk dats i will just go wif da flow...ntah la...dsspointd,scared...sume de...
ase cm nk nngs...yeah..!!sp x sdey kn...my afford just like...ntah la nk ckp...aku mls nk pk....tp 2 la...now da btl2 cm da gnggu fkr aku...
nk nngs cm x de gne...kdg ase cm weak hbs...down abes...tp...ntah...
mgkn de hkmah sume nie...soe cz x dpt pe yg fmly hrapkn...
i am so soe...aku x tawu pe yg ptut aku wt now...
biarkn je...???x mgkn...aku kna usaha jgk...tp tkowt nye law ttba kptsn mgcwakn...!!!
aku x sggp nk hdap ahhh...!!!x nk nangs da...skt gyle ase nye...hurmmmm....tlg aku doe...!!!

dear amer

amer...i x tawu ke ptut ke i g twu u sal blog i nie...mybe i should...mybe not...
tp u...i ttap akn tls bnda nie untk u...
maaf i mhlgkn diri....i kcewa sgt...n maaf jgk coz i tpksa sorokkn hbgn sbnr i gan dye...
i x nk u skit....i mnx maaf sx lg...i akn egt u cz u pnah hadir dlm edop i even cm2 bnda
kite tmpuh bsma dlu...i mnx maaf cz x dpt bhgiakn u....i x mmpu...mggu nie i tmer 2msg dr u...
maaf x bls....i dun noe y...tp aty i kcwa gan behave u ary 2..mybe slh i jgk...
tp u cm nk judge i ats sgala action i dlu...u egt i mnx ke sume 2...???law i tawu bnda nk jd,i x kn hncurkn aty sp2...i x kn mncul lam edop u dlu...ile i mncul,nie la jdnye...i tawu
i da sktkn aty u...
bkn i x brtimbang rsa...i tawu i slh...slh cz bg hrapan yg mggunung kt u...i cuba dlu nk anggp u lbey,tp i x mmpu...maaf kn i oke...jjur i ckp,i still sdey ats pe yg jd...ile dgr lagu hnya kau yg mampu...i msti egt u...u pnh singgah lam aty i wlaupun kjap kn...
i nk kite kwn cm dlu...tp i ase enough la...i x nk sp2 sket aty la...oke la...i x lrat....xde mood....daa..

i am not........

ntah np mggu nie asyk am x de mood je...
soe la keng kwn law aku asyk moody je...aku usaha x mo
rosakkn hari2 kite nie...oke...mybe aku kcwa gan result u 2....hncurkn hrapan mak...
tp x de niat pown...mak pown tawu kn cne kkak blaja...
mmg ssh,dan perit ile hrapan yg dberi kt aku x dpt aku cpai...i will try my best after this..
i promise...smlm aku de lthn netball...it was so fun...dpt kwn cm hjar,ina,cnda n una...
tp smlm aku agak tacink gan k.una....aku tawu dye brlwk...tp naluri aku ckp pe yg dye ckp 2 cm de mkna...aku lesbian..??mmg aku pnh dkaitkn cnta lesbian...tp dmi allah...aku x pnh
jalin kn hbgn trlarang 2...aku da de boy...x kn aku nk wt pgai cm 2....aku lyn mmbe2 gurl cm besa je...tp still de yg mmpertikaikn smua 2....kkdg aku ase better aku x yah lyn sgt gan mmbe gurl...aku care ckp aku bkn2...ile aku x care..???jus wait n see pe yg diorg nk ckp plak pas nie....aku mls nk kecohkn keadaan...tp smlma aku agak malu gan anim,ina,cnda ile k.una ckp cm 2...
aku mls nk lyn lbey2 da...cm bff aku ckp...wt baek slh,wt jht pe ntah ag...
biar la...org nk ckp pe...da la...pas nie aku ignored je la mmbe2 gurl aku...nk x nk pown still gak org mgata kn...aku yg skt aty...ea..!!mmg x nmpk cm aku skt aty...mls nk hncurkn ary2 yang kite lalui sme2...tp x pe la kn...aku de boy yg fhm n syg kt aku pown da kira oke sgt2...
bie....i alwys lurf u...no matter wht hppen...law aku skt...dye alwys tmankn aku...ile dye pgang tgn aku...
ase cm lega je...thnx la...law kite dpt continue blaja jauh2...hope x de pe yg mampu mggugat hbgn kite oke...i luv u more than u luv me....sab2 nie kuar result poli...op dpt...law rzki aku kt sna...aku tmer..asalkn aku blja dlu...n intrview bank tpksa aku lps kn...btl jgk kata hjar...blja la dlu...
thnx hjar...mlm smlm aku moody sgt...tdow pown awal...mls nk pk pe2 da...tp 2 la...kkdg ile skt 2 dtg....iso sgt...doakn la ku oke n smbuh cm dlu...aku nk khdpan aku yg dlu...
x de la iso sgt sal kshtan aku...now,duit pown juat hbs kt ubat je....x pe la...asalkn aku smbuh blk...
tolong bg pluang kt aku ya allah........amin...amer..???dye pnh jd bestrnd aku dlu...dlu...now kwn pown x...lps dye being so rude kt aku...aku mls nk lyn da....bkn aku x egt,msti la aku egt,dye pnh
jd kwn aku kn..tp...biarla prasaan aku nie reda dlu bru aku maafkn dye....
kkdg 2 miss la gak,tp da xde mknenya da pown...biarkn aku gan life aku now...

i am back.......................