ya Allah.....

rinie ase cm lemah sgt...td ley trlena even 1jam je mse yg de...ntah...ile bgn..da ase cm nk pitam...air kurang..mkn pown tidak...mmg mati slera ak kot...mmg x meleleh ary nie..tp emosi agak agak cm hampeh je..yg ak brsyukur cz ak bnyk mningkat lam trengkas..alhamdulilah sgt..usaha ak tak sia2..still akn dtroskan gak...amin..!!!serabut2 pown ley gak kn...tape laa...takkan nk gnggu sume kje ak kn..payah kot...

urm....rinie ak ase cm tak gne lgsung kot...ase cm hmpeh..siot...berhhh..berhhh kot..nk je mnjerit skuat aty...nk dluah takowt...da smpan cnie..nk uat bnda pown takmo...cne nieyhhhhh..!!!!!!!!!!!

mak..nk blk skunk gak...da tak sggup cnie...sesak..!!!law slalu cnie..btmbah kerink ak...!!!tpksa pretend dpn kwn2 yg everythng oke..bapak ssh laa kn...nk darah tinggi ak..hahahhahahha..

oke..!!!mle cite...mlm td sial..!!!bangang...!!!!ak tak twu laa.....kkdang ase slh ile da syg org kn...nk buank syg nie asenye da tak mmpu kot..da mnebal...!!kcwa subhanaallah...!tak trkata kot...

nk mati je mlm uh...hahahhaha..mntk smpank doe..urm..sriusly la...mlm td ak da slemah2 bdn..slmah2 otak...hati..sume lemah...ak ase cm bodo,bangang...sume de..ishhh...

kkdang ak tpk..slh ea syg org..??mybe cara syg kite brbeza..tp kli nie..ak ase cm seolah2 ak slh ile syg org...np prlu ase cm uh..??smpai ak ase ak da trlalu takowt nk wt pe2 pown gan dye..mybe gan words dye...sakit..pedih..ya Allah..!!!!

ak tak pnh trpk kearah 2..sumpah...!!!!ak da trlalu takowt...ile egt..ak mmpu nangs...ak mmpu wt bnda yg mnyktkan diri ak sndr...law ak kt mah...ak da tawu nk wtpe..tp ile kt cni...ak da tak twu nk wt pe..cne nk slesaikn mslh nie...law akk ase g'a nie jijik...jgn pndang mke g'a ag..g'a sdar sp dr g'a..nk pertikaikn pown tape..!g'a phm..g'a tak halang akk law nk judge g'a strok ne pown..judge la...tp g'a nk akk twu..kisah lame g'a bkn slh g'a...!!!!!!tak prlu g'a cite pnjang kt cnie...g'a sakit ile egt sume uh..g'a sksa ile egt sume uh..!!!!phm tak..tlg..g'a mryu sgt...jgn egtkn lg bnda 2..jgn egtkn g'a lagi..g'a ley sksa...sksa sgt..bkn slh g'a..g'a tak mntak sume 2...mmg g'a sosial..tp sosial g'a..g'a egt Allah...g'a egt g'a anak haji..!!!!g'a egt..tlg jgn nafikan sume 2...g'a lemah ile akk bangkitkn sume isu 2...tlg la...g'a tak pnh mrayu cnie...nie ptma kli g'a mryu kt org...tlg la..ckup sume bnda yg g'a hadap slama nie...da ckup sakit..da ckup tahan mrh..sabar..pe slh g'a..???ile syg..org pk len..tape laa...go on la...g'a tak mmpu nk wt pe..tak mmpu nk ckp pe...pas nie...akk takkan dpt g'a yg dlu lg...takkan..

thnks a lot akk..da bahagiakn g'a dlu...maaf kn g'a..law spnjgn pknln kite nie g'a slalu sakitkn aty akk...g'a tawu..g'a sdar sp dr g'a...pgai cm setan kn..!!ea..g'a ngaku sume uh...g'a sdar akk..!!law akk amek cara brdiam diri..tgk laa cara g'a jgk pas nie...soe...akk takkan dpt g'a yg dlu lg...g'a da takut..fobia sgt.....maaf...g'a da ase lemah sgt2...pmulaan thun bru yg sgt siot..urmmm....salah g'a mybe..maaf kn g'a..g'a tak mampu..maaf...maaf....maaf...maaf....maaf.....maaf.....g'a da ready utk sume kmgknan yg akn brlaku....

jom story jom..!!!!!

hye...assalamualiakum...da lme da x tls blog kn..now nk start ngarang laa kn..hehhehe...alhamdulilah sgalanya bjln gan lancar..kot lancar laa kn...hahahhaha...ri 2 de mslh cket gan olie..n now da oke..cume da pudar cket...nk uat cne kn..masing2 da bz kot...msing2 blaja kn..so..tmer je laa...nk kna tls laju2 nie..batery cm da nk mati kot...lpe nk cas doe...urm....nk cite pe ea..da lme trbekam kot..hahahhaha...pe yg trbekam...ter...ter la kn...hahahha...

oke...first...!!!alhamdulilah sgt...n also thnks kt sume org yg da push ak untk tgur dye dlu..pndai korank kn...siot je kot...tape la...mgkn untk kpntingan n kebaikan ak jgk kot...pagi td...mmg agak laa kn..nk g BNO..kna pksa untk bckp gan dye...so..????jnuh pk...nk kua otak2 ak nie ha...nk teriak pown da kot..hahahhahahha..bkn pe..takot laa...hahaha...urm..so..ak pown mlekn langkah ak...3x kua msuk blik..akhirnya ak bjy jgak kn...now da oke...tak slh kot ak ngalah ag skli..tape la...mgkn nie yg trbek..mgkn ak yg slah kot..ikutkn aty..bdan binasa kn...tape larhh....

ak gan olie..???urmmm......da jauh kot...ntah laa...kkdg bingung nk pk sume 2...nk wtcne...cm ak ckp td kn..law da sme2 stdy 2 kn..phm2 la...law dye hot kt sna..biarkan laa..ase nk egt ak..egt laa...ak tak keysa kot...kaw egt ak..ak egt kaw...ak snang je kot....bgn je tdo...da tgk kalendar...mghitung ary nk blk...ahhahahha...cm tak sbar je kn...ea la...da lme tak blk kot...

nnt blk nk msuk blik dlu..nk mkn bnyk2....nk g jln..shoppng..nk g tman tasek...ishhhh...cm2 la nk wt kn...urmm...yg pnting...!!!!!!!!!!nk jmpe kksih aty...intan pyung..emas...hahahha...olie of course kn...!!!ko sure da debab kn..mati la ak kn...nnt nek mto tak muat cne..nk soh ayg dok lam raga ea..hahahahha...2 laa...de lesen kete tanak bwk..kn da tak muat...da...!!!tdo je keje...!!2 la...awk 2 da la...pend........hhahahhahahhahaha...urm...!!!2bnda yg amat mrisaukan ak...n wt ak tak snang dduk..shorthand n trengkas...thniah...!!!!!!!!!!!sem nie bjya wt ak ssh aty...n bjaya wt slera ak mati...!!thniah..!!anda bjya....huhu..ntah laa...bkn tak ley...lembab cket kot...bkn kot..mmg..!!!hahhahha....agak ngecewakn laa gak...tape la...usaha tngga kjayaan kn..so..dun give up laa kn..law nk give up awal sgt...dok mah masak laa...hihihihi....

now..better then last sem....last sem ase cm hmpeh gyle..sem nie pown ase gak cm 2 sbnrnye..tp tak la sehampeh lps kn....ha...!!!da ag kot..nie sal warden blok ak...ak syg btl laaaaaa kt dye...trbek siot...!!!troskn usaha anda..gud job k...!!!huhhuhuhu...

urm...!!!abg nk kawen...tak ley nk bria sgt kot...cz lps abg kawen esoknye ak kna blk poli..pdn laa mke kn..huhuhuhu..egt nk bwk kwn ak blk..tp...2 laa kn...law da cti cm pe je...jgn harap laa dye nk follow ak blk perak...tape la..next time ea....ak gan olie da cite...gan kwn pown da..now turn ayam..!!!hahhahahhaha..bsyukur knl dye...thnks sgt...dye jg ak spnjg sem nie...even sakit tlinga dgr dye mmbebel...nk luruh tlinga ak dgr kaw mmbebel kn....tp tape laa...dmi kbaekn kot....ayam..thnk ea....bnyk sgt tlg...bnyk kenangan kot...next sem kaw tade tak twu pe yg jd kt ak..hahahhahahha..law kerink cne..hahahha...trkezut kaw nnt kn..urm..k laa...batery pown da tak rmai nie...nnt story ag k...salam...

terkilan sangat....

mownink sume...op whole day rinie takkan de bnda yg mnyakitkan aty ak ag..tak larat seyhh..pnat sgt nk brtarung gan emosi...letey..da laa mmg letey kn...nk pk bnda yg remeh temeh nie...ishhh...

law tak pk ssh lakk...ak mmg jnis brpk..so pk je la kann..huhu...agak terkilan lately nie gan dye...tak twu ne slah n slap ak...ri 2 dye g kem...blk dr kem dye agak letey plus gado gan bf dye mybe...then ttba tanak tgur kteorg..alasannye cz tade mud..prlu ke lyn kteorg cm 2..then sal kopok lekor pown nk tacink ke...ssh la yunk law cnie..bnda kcik pown nk bsr2 kn...until now ak still tak bckp gan dye...bkn pe...ak ase cm...ntah cne nk ckp..kcwa gan behave dye pown sme kot...tak sangka lak kn...ea...org len pown de gak mslh..tp tade nk mrh2 org...tade nk ignored sume org...pk laa sme prasaan org...ak pown cm da twar aty gyle...actually ak tanak amek port aw..ko nk tgur..ko tgur..law ko tanak tgur..ske aty ko laa kn..ak mls nk pk da..wt la pe pown...da twar kot...soe ea...!!jgn pksa ak wt cnie ag..ak tak ske law ak tak ske org..payah seyhhh...srius ckp...korg ckp pe pown da tak mkn saman kt ak kot...ak mmg baran..tp tak sume bnda ak ley nk baran tiba2...da laa..mls nk amek port laa...cm bdk2 je pown...bosan kot...

ak da tak sabar nk blk cuti rye cina nie...ishhh...abg ksygn ak nk kawen..bgs2...tp yg tak best nye ak tak prepair pe2 pown..cm busan je..mentang2 laa ak dok jauh kn...sume tanak blikan..nnt ak shopping korang yg takowt tgk ak..hahahhahahhaha...tak trlarang kunk..cne..???now nk story sal ak gan olie...urm..syg..da pudar sgt...tak twu cne nk baiki ag...pala org da serabut sgt...maaf ea syg..org usaha nk baiki sume nie..wt sme2 ea...now da jarang sgt nk msg...cll pown jap je..maaf sgt..now da mkin bz...masing2 bz,kn..urm...ntah laa...da jarang sgt...

eh..nk kua da..nnt smbung story...da...

sgt la rndu......

ri2 ak de trbaca kt satu bku nie..dye tls..lebih bek koyak atau bakar gmbr org yg da tade..ttba ak tregt yg ak alwys smpan pic arwah abah lam purse..ak akn bawak kemana2 sje..2 je satu2 nye cara yg dpt ak wt untk lpas kn rndu even cket je trubat rndu ak 2..tak tahan laa..tp ile ak baca bku 2..ak ase ak tak ckup kuat la nk koyak or bakar pic arwah abah...ntah laa..tggu ak nk tny ustaz sal hal nie..law tak ley smpan gak..tape laa...ak try k...sdey plak...lately nie asyk egt arwah abah je..ri 2 blk nk g kubur..tapi tak smpat..keadaan pown tak izinkan ak g..nk uat cne..

rinie class shorthand still tade..mmg hangen..dgr cite next month bwu de..cne uh..??benak laa ak nnt..da la tak bpe celik akal...hahahhaha...tape laa..ak try k..dmi negara..!!!hahhahahha..

rinie pg2 lagi olie da text..amer pown de text gak...wish mownink...!happy ak..hahhaha...nabila pown da oke cket...ntah la..ikut agin gak dye..td kt wall ayt tacink lak..so bia la..nnt ak yg kna marah..hahahahha.. takowt gak ak gan dye..hahahha..garang2 ak..garang dye ag kot..hahhahaha

yeah..!!!dpt kek batik...dyunk bg..!!thnks sgt aw..!!!cyunk ko dyunk..!!!hahahhahahhaha...

mlm td..mmg agak serabut..tanak cite np

hahahhahahahhah

tabah kan aty g'a...!!!

ah..bapak sdey..cne nk sorok nie...ntah la..yup...!!prmulaan tahun baru yg sgt laa mncabar ak...n mggu nie plg perit bg ak...ya Allah..kuatkn iman ku da tabah kn aty ku untk tmer sume halangan dan cabaran drMu..ssgguhnya nk capai kjayaan 2 mmg agak rumit...!!!rinie cm da nk down sgt..da bnyk kli nk nangs..tp..2 laa..blm mletop ag..saba g'a...tak twu nk ckp kt sp..nk cite kt sp...sumpah nangs,,!!!mak..cne nie..sdey laa..kakak tak dpt nk wt trengkas 2...da down sgt..da tak twu nk uat cne..trimbas kmbli zaman microeconomic ak dlu..smpai pngsan...kuatkn ak Ya Allah..!!!!!k laa...ak ase lemah sgt..nk ckp pown cm da tanak..tak larat..salam...

agak laa kn...

puas bcti..hahahha..3ary 2mlm yg amat brmkna lam idop ak..pmbuka 2011..hahahahha...agak truja ile dpt blk mah..surprise gitu..!!!ary khmis mlm bwu smpai mah..bapak letey bkn kepalang la kn..hahahha..nek plak mto..gan olie lak..sjuk lakk..!!!perhhhh...hahhahaha..yg pnting..kematu bontot...!!!first time nk jmpe olie da skian lme tak jmpe kn.agak segan laa..cara dye pndang lak kn..ishhh..kmu nie..ske wt org malu kn..olie tumpang mah ak cti nie.so 24 jam laa gan dye,,best..hahahahha...dye da knl whole my fmly..untung laa kn...sonuk dok mah ayg..????haahhaha..ckup mkn n ckup ksih syg..hahahahhahha..gan dye asyk gelak..n than g jln je..sonuk sgt2...tgk dye gelak..tgk dye mkn gelojoh sgt..hahahhahah...thnk syg..bhgia sgt even 3 ary je kn..huhuhuhu..now ak kt teluk intan daa...da nk blk poli da..agak bosan laa...rindu bie...hehehhehe...rini cm tade mood nk tls blog ag..tggu la yg next k..salam..