Tuesday, December 28, 2010

empty...

da abes class...tggu ptg..td wt test bapak mggeletar..siot je..padahal slalu je kot prctise..tp 2 ah..tgn bsah n mggltar...nseb bek ley wat..rinie..pg yg amat suram..gan ujan nye..ahhahaha..saba je laa kn..mlm td alhamdulilah ley tdo..tak cm kelmarin..gngguan tol..yg ak peliknye..ak lena je tdo..kwn2 ak yg tak ley tdo cz takowt..pdhal ak ase ak pown pnakowt sgt kot...dila nie yg brni ttba jd pnakut...da 1 mlm nie dye nk g toilet..tp sblm uh dye mmg da ase len cm...tp tanak ckp kt ak..dye takowt law ak takowt gak..ahhahahha..sblm g toilet uh dye dgr suara...first time la ak dgr dye takowt n mntk diajak tman ile nk g toilet..sblm nie tak pown..n dye plg brni antara kmi..tp kli nie dye tak ley plak...ak agak takwt..mlm 2 dye g toilet dye bia pintu blik ak trnganga...luas lak..ak ne sdar pe da tdo kan..dlm kol 3 pg kot..dye kua dye bia pintu trbkak luas...dye takowt pe2 jd kt ak..so law pe2 jd snang dye nk msuk blik...ak takowt kot ile dye ckp cm uh..now law dye tdo awal..ak tpksa tdo awal gak..tak kuat ag kot nk stay up mlm2..take time nk besakn dr gan tmpt nie...huhuhu...
oke..smlm ak dpt msg olie..tp ak tak bls...hahahhahaha...ak tak twu nk ckp pe lagi..ikut kn aty nk je ak off hp nie...start dr smlm ak da ase len sgt..zero..kcewa gan olie n kptsn k.nadia..olie...pe slh g'a..???
wt smpai cnie..np cpt sgt brubah nie...g'a tawu olie hppy kt sna..troskn laa ea..g'a tak pnh halang sume 2..now g'a da ase kite mkin jauh..n g'a ase kite trgantung...!!!smpai ile nk cnie...olie...twu olie pown de mslh fmlu..tp tlg jgn libatkn sume org...g'a tak twu ktne slh silap g'a slme nie..maaf laa...mmg g'a slalu wt slh kt olie..g'a tawu sume 2..g'a tak ckup smpurna untk bhgiakn olie...law olie nk cr len..g'a tmer je..g la...law 2 yg wt olie bhagia..law gan g'a..alwys gado..bnda kcik pown akn jd bsar kn...tpe la...law nk g..g je..g'a tak pnh halang...n olie...soe la law pas nie g'a bnyk diam kn diri..g'a kcwa sgt..tak twu da nk ckp cne...g'a da tak brni nk ckp pe2 lg...takowt slh ckp...olie..smpai ile kite nk trgantung cnie..da 3ary tak msg..tak cll..da tak de syg ke antara kite..??sket pown da tade ke..???rndu..???lgsung da tade ke sume 2 antara kite..???tape la...g'a btl2 da tak twu nk ckp cne...olie..satu je g'a mntk law g'a tade nnt..law bckp gan org...pk la 2,3 kli sblm kua kn kata2 2...olie mgkn tak sdar kkdg olie da mlmpaui batas ile bckp...gne bahasa yg lembut...law gan org len nnt...ubah la cket dmi org trsyg oke...g'a doakn yg trbek untk olie..op olie bhgia..n blaja btl2..ea..!!!g'a prlukn ruang nk ubat sndr luka nie...mgkn amek mase...tp bg g'a ruang untk ubat luka nie sndr....
to akk...thnks cz da pnh mmbhgia kn idop g'a..thnks cz sudi hadir lam idop g'a even skjap n bnyk bnda kite tempuh sme2...tak pnh rengang..maaf la slama nie g'a slalu skitkn aty akk...g'a tawu g'a agak langsi..maaf sgt...tape..now kite gap...akk fokus la kt zz..cian dye kn...akk abaikn dye cz alwys gan g'a kn..hargai dye..takkan tiap2 ary nk kna basuh kn..zz..soe..!!!g'a tak sngaja..pas nie jgn iso..pas nie dye akn tumpu kt abg zz je..!!!law gan g'a..smpai lpe abg zz kn..soe sgt..!!!pas nie tak da kot...akk..tak yah ase bslah sgt laa...g'a gan olie prlukn ruang msing2...g'a kcwa sgt n tak twu np ase cm nie..dlu ley tahan..tp lme2 g'a ase lemah sgt...law dua2 tros wt cnie..dua2 org yg g'a syg sgt wt cnie..g'a ase kcwa sgt..olie da tak twu pe jd..akk lak decide cm2 bnda...g'a ikut je..tape la..g'a ley bgn sndr...g'a mmpu untk bgn sndr...dlu pown cnie gak..tape...both of u...thnks...i'll love u until my last breath...
-----hurmm...psl...zizi plakz...thnkz...cyg...sdr an sy...sowi sgt..sy dh abai an awk.n xamkz pdli pn psl dri awk..cm dlu....sowi..sy cyg awk...cyg sgt...sy try ubh pe yg xok....ok b???b sowi..bkn xnk lyn awk cm dlu...juz skunk cm xnk kco awk..awk pn bz an...n sy mtk maap sgt dh bg awk risau..im so sowi....thnkz..coz cre psl sy...
".strt now..akk try...gap ckt ng n dye..even..ikt ati..mmg nk all time ngn dye an???"------

Sunday, December 19, 2010

tgkk...!!!hahhahahha..

assalamualaikum....
now kt lam class..just gne pc...fb tak ley bkak..tp blog ley bkak..urm..now da musim dmam..cm 2 laa gak ak..kna gak virus nie ha...tape la..da naseb bdn..ag pown mmg antibody ak kureng kot..ile tghary je mule sjuk..org panas..brpeluh2..ak mgigil sjuk..!!mlm pown cm uh..kkdang iso gak la..ea la..mak ckp dmam mlm bahaya...tape la..op nnt oke...ak mmg..law da sakit uh..ssh sket nk bek..insyaallah..nnt oke laa tu...rndu kt mak..rndu kt kpg...smlm dkt 3x mak cll..de gak yg ak cll..rinie ak cll mak..time mak blk dr sepital..rinie kna xray katenye...nnt mak sure sehat..jgn iso oke..!!!da dpt ptptn...cm tggu bulan jth ke riba..now da jth pown..ak sambut dgan gembiranya...!!!hahhahahha..olie..???sjak dye msuk poli..bz laa gak..dak DSB laa katakn..tape..ak phm cz ak gan dye sme je...dgn shorthand n trengkas..urmm..ya rabbi laa kn..td wt pown da penin..nk eja adik pown jd idik..nseb tak itik..hahhahahha...sejak ak gado gan olie 2..dye da better cket..tak kua mah sgt...tp 2 la..yg jd mslh now..ak ase cm was2..kn ri 2 sal status dye..dye ckp kwn dye yg tls wall uh..then ttba dye ckp dye yg tls..???pe 2..??ak slh dgr..??pekak..??or dye try avoid dr kslahan sndr..ntah la...tape la...asalkn ko tak tipu ak kaw2 ag..sokey..tp 2 la..ak nie ile da ilank kprcyaan nie ssh cket la..tp tapela..nnt oke la uh..
rndu sgt kt bie..tape la..nnt jmpe aw..syg bie..rnduuuu bie..hahhahahha..
spnjg ak dmam nie..k.nadia yg jaga ak..thnks darl..pg ptg siang mlm jg ak..even ak dgil...akk ttp stay gan g'a...syg akk...!!!thanks..kt cnie..g'a nk mntak mf atas sgala kslh..kdgilan g'a slama nie..g'a tanak akk ssh aty ke pe ke...nnt kite ttp jauh..so..g'a try wt sndr..cz pas nie ttp sndr..hahhaha..maaf la..bnyk kelemahan kt mata akk..g'a tak mmpu wt pe2...nnt ile nk bz..pndai2 bwk dr oke..g'a pown..even g'a twu..kkdang g'a mnje..!!!tp 2 sume kejap je..nnt kite tak jmpe da...de ag 1 sem jmpe then bwk haluan msink2...egt g'a even g'a nie tak laa sbaek ne pown...noty lbey..usik org je kje kn..law shari tak brtengkar gan akk mmg tak sah...g'a syang akk...wslm...

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

best....

ishh..bestnye law dpt tdo nie..da la ujan..bwu pas mkn..erkkkk..alhamdulilah knyg...huhu...ntah np now ak ase ak amat mmrlukan blog nie..lappy nie pown skunk da jd peneman plg stia ak..ak takkan tggl kn dye..n law dye rosak...mau ak nangs 7ary 7mlm n brkabung tros laa jwbnye..hehehe..da azan da..alhamdulilah n syukur ke hadrat ilahi cz ak mmpu n masih dberi pluang untk mndgr azan..means..ak mseh idop la..hahahha...laut brgelora..takut tgknye..ptg nie de class trengkas..get ready nk dpt kje yg amat brtimbun...sure2 da brtimbun nye..pcye larhh..!!!!
akk..miss sgt kt ko...cne ntah..celik bjik mata sure egt ko..hmpir tiap ary ko dgn ak..now ttba tade...tape la..ak bg chance kt kwn2 gan gan ko lak kn..td ak jmpe cupina cupin..!!kwn ko...so nice..so sweet..cz dye yg tgur ak dlu...jarang laa kwn2 dye nk tgur ak kcuali k.yanie n k.cupina cupin 2..n k.mun..2 je kot yg tgur ak even ak tak nmpk skli pown..k.cupina cupin sembang gan ak jap..bek sgt...tak la cam yg len..ak nk pndang pown ak takowt..hahahhaha..da cm pe ntah laa...ile ak bwu nk oke de je bnda yg mngingat kn ak kt ko..cm td..bie n dewi ckp bahasa F..n then diorg ckp nafadiafa..ak jnuh pk..rupe2 nye nadia...ne ak twu..x rti ak laa..hahahahha...then slipar cam ko start dr mlm td ak asyk nmpk...sblm ak msuk blik pown ak akn slalu nmpk..td ley plak kt adilawanis de bau ko..siot tak siot laa gak..tros trdiam..hahhahahhahhahaha..trase miss sgt..cne nk wt ntah laa..tahan je la...rinie ayu hut tny ak np mke ak agak pucat...mmg dye pndai detect...thnks ayu cz still phm ak..hahhahahha....rinie olie diam.bz kot dak gemok uh...bia laa dye..ag pown ak ase now cm ak prlukna masa untk sendirian...ntah np ak prlukan sume uh..mybe lam usaha nk btl kn aty ak yg da tak stabil nie so ak amat mmrlukn ruang...nk perbaik aty ak yg da hmpir musnah nie..hahhahahha.jiwang..!!!!
urmm...thnks to bie...ntah np law ak nk nangs ak akn cr dye..mmg tabiat ak..mybe cz dye je ley phm situasi ak now..thnks bie..ko sntiasa tman ak no mattr la kn...thnks sgt2..urm k la..da nk ciap g class..syg akk...!!!syg bie...n plg pnting..syg my fmily larhhh..!!!!!!!!!!!!

its better than anything....

mak tak bg blk..oke fine..tape...puas da nangs smapi bengkak mata...bkn pe..iso kt mak ak..mak uh ckp je oke..pdhal nye..dye tanak ak sdey tgk keadaan dye..thats y dye tak bg blk..tape..
tiap2 jam kakak cll ea...huhu..ak da better dr smlm..even ak asyk pk je..tp oke laa...tak mngnggu ak lg..ley blaja lg..cume ngantok je cz ak tdo kol 2 smlm..kira awal ah uh kn....
akk tak abes2 tny g'a nk go on dgn cara kite smlm ke..jwpn g'a ea...!!!kite troskn pe yg kite wt...kite sure ley kn..???even pg td cm ssh nk lpas akk kn...time akk hug 2 da sebak sgt...tp g'a ase g'a da tak larat nk nangs..spnjg ary nangs smlm kn...kite go on oke..ley pnye..soe..ak tpksa amek kptsan cnie..tanak ag sakit..ko twu kn sakitnye cne...mmg agak seksa cz kite pksa dr kite n tahan sume uh kn..tape la...mybe law lps 3 ary tak jmpe..ley phm..n ley tmer cket2..kite wt slow2 oke..ak kna biasakn dr ak gak..next sem ak akn cnie gak kn...tape la...g'a syg akk...jgn dmam da k...jgn nangs k..op ile ko bca statement nie ko tak sdey2 k...kite go on oke..salam...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

tape larhhh................

assalamualaikum...hyep...rinie class entrepreneurship cncel..alhamdulilah laa...ak ase ak tak bpe stabil rinie...serabut..ptptn tak dpt ag..jnuh laa gak...bku je dkt 136...masuk blazer 280...agak dhsyat la sem nie...bnyk wet nk gne..tp wet blazer uh ak da byar deposit...oke la..so nnt yg selebihnye tak la ak rabak sgt kn..huhu...cne ak nk tls blog nie law da im ak da belambak plak nie..jap ea..!!!i'm back...rinie ak ase miss sgt masakn mak...adehhh..ase nk blk skunk gak..cne nie..mkanan kt cnie tak best laa..tade selera ak tgk..nk tanak hadap gak laa...nnt law tak mkn ag kerink cne..tp ak da ase ak da ilank selera nk mkn nie..cne...
rinie agak laa..ak oke..just ile egt k.nadia..ak jd sebak je...ntah laa...ea..btl pe yg dye wt...try jauh cket dr ak...nnt dye tade ak yg seksa..so..ak kna blaja awl2 untk jauh kn cket dr dye...mmg agak payah..tp tape laa...ak try..no mcg...no cll...tade pe2...law tjmpe pown ak tak twu la nk tegur ke tak...ase pedih tahap gaban kot...ntah np...ea laa..da besa gan dye kn..ttba ilank..mmg la trase sgt..ayu ckp g'a jgn manja sgt..cz sem dpn k.nadia tade..ko nk manje gan sp...takkan gan akma??putri..???ayu..???tak sme kot...tanak ak...ea...ak pk 2 gak..hakikatnye ak yg sksa...sakit sgt..ak cuba tahan airmata ak..tp bgn je tdo n nmpk je dye dpn mata ak...mmg ak da tak tahan sgt..ntah np ase pedih sgt nk lpaskn dye g...ak da trlalu besa gan dye...sume bnda wt gan dye...nk manje2 pown gan dye...then ttba ilank..mmg la ak ase somethng missing kn...ntah np bodo sgt ak tak dpt tahan airmata ile tgk dye..sebak sgt..cm somthng besar da ilank dr ak...n ak ase sgt khlgan uh...cm gelap je..ea laa..dye kn peneman ak no matter wht happen...mlm td alwys mention yg dye syg ak..ea...ak pown syg dye..cz syg laa kna wt cnie..nnt ak btl2 nk lpskn ko g..ak mnghitung ary je kot....mmg agak sakit laa kn..tape laa..mgkn pe yg kite wt now de hikmah..n de btl nye..ak tmer..ak redha....darl..jg dr k..jgn nangs2...ak nk bg msg kt ko..tp ak ase ak tak mmpu nk ckp2 lg...ak nk delete no kaw tp ak ase ak egt sgalanya tntang ko..n tade 1 pown ak lpe sal ko...so..ne mgkn ak lpe kn ko kn...jg dr..jg dr...jgn sdey2...ak nangs tape..jgn ko yg nangs k...op ko bhgia now...law ko hppy..ak pown sme k...jgn x mkn..bia demok k..bia org nk ckp pe..jgn dgr k..jgn gado2 gan zz...nnt ssh...oke..
blaja leklok..blaja leklok..blaja leklok....yg penting....solat jangan tggl...even ko mls g p.i...tp solat jgn tggl k..hahahhahaha..2 yg bg ko kuat...!!!egt pesan ak 2 oke..kite sujud pada yg satu...hnye Dye mmhmi sgalanya..oke darl...ak da nk bla...ko jg dr...syg ko sgt2...

Sunday, December 12, 2010

rndu nye...............

bapak rndu kt mak..hahahhahaha..nysal tak blk mggu nie..hahahaha...mak..tggu kakak blk mggu dpn..insyaallah...!!!ak chat gan k.nadia td...sal zz..ak pown agak penin gan sume nie...
ase nk migrain pala otak ak nie..mslh diorg tp ak yg penin..ahhahahhaha..g'a ske wt bnda pelik2 aw..pe laa..td mam mggie n susu..delicious...!!mkn asam td cm de selera cket nk mkn..huhuhu..
thnks k.diela..kelmarin ak agak sebal gan 'kwn bek' ak uh...np de "bekas" uh..??
cmnie cite nye...oke..start dr form 4 kmi kwn bek...bek sgt..wt pe pown kmi akn brtiga..nabila..ak..n dye...kkdang gan fzal gak...best sgt..sume bnda wt sme2..law de mslh msing2 saling mmerlukn..i cr u..u cr i..lbey kurang cm 2 laa..ak bek gan dye...dye sp..???tak prlu mention kot nma dye lam nie..oke...ak syg dye as my bff...ssh kot ak nk syg kwn laki smpai cm uh..tp gan dye..oke je..mybe cz msing2 phm aty budi msing2..kmi ttp bkwn walau gado cne sklipown...ak syg dye..as my bff laa..jgn slh anggap lak...smpai laa time ak de bf..ak still gan dye..hbgn kwn ak gan dye tak pnh trgugat ile ak de bf..kkdang laa dye tacink gan ak cz alwys gan bf ak..tp ak tak lpe mmbe2 ak oke...ak still ley kua gan dye..kmana sje laa...da kate bff kn..so..sume wt sme2 la kn..hppy sgt...ak bhgia ile de bff n de bf yg amat mmhmi ak...ak gan dye kwn agak lme..time kwn uh ak 16..now da 18...nk dkt 19 da pown..spnjg stahun lebey uh tak dinafikn laa..cm2 mslh kteorg brdua..oke fine..ak time sume uh..ak gan dye ttp prtahankn frndshp kmi..smpai laa satu saat msing2 de tman istimewa...cket dmi cket frndshp kmi pudar..pd mulanya ak tmer sume 2..tp..tak diduga kn..ak kua gan bf ak then ak dpt 1 msg dr dye..soh ak explain kn yg kmi tak pnh de pe2 sblm nie..oke..ak ikut ckp dye..ak tanak de mslh antara dye n gf dye..oke..ak nk dye hppy...ak sggup kot...ak pown explain..n dr saat 2 la gak ak da ase agak kcwa gan sume nie...ea la...np nk kna jd cm 2..ak gan bf ak oke je..tak la plak ak nk soh dye explain kt bf ak yg ak tade pe2 gan dye kn..kcwa kot..frndshp kite da lme kn..y ko pnye gf tak ley tmer ea..????oke..ak phm..so..untk ngelakkn mslh nie brulang..ak decide ak tanak de pe2 ag gan diorg dua...dye pown cket sbnyk da bnyk brubah..
ak tak slah kn ko..mgkn nie da tkdir...ak ase cm frndshp yg kite jg slama nie cm sia2...ko g la kt gf ko..lpekn je la ak...ak kwn ko je pown kn...tak penting ne pown kn..ag pown ak sdar sp ak...thenn...ak pown mula ignored kn sgalanya sal dye..ak agak kcwa..n agak saket ile ak tpksa wt cnie...maaf laa..tp ko da bnyk brubah..ak tak dpt tmer ko yg baru nie..ko g je la kt dye..tak yah nk ssh2 kn dr cz ak lg k..ak hrp ko bhgia...gf dye da gak bg msg..soh brbek gan dye blk..tp time uh..maaf laa..ak da twar aty..ko bnyk jnji..tp satu pown ko tak wt ag..len kli law tak ley jnji jgn jnji..plz..cz ko da bg ak mgharap..maaf la..ak tak mmpu nk jd cm dlu cz ko yg da bnyk brubah...thnks la cz da remove ak dr frnds ko kn..nie yg ko nk..tros kn life ko cnie....ak bla...dr saat uh..ak tak cye lagi..bff antara laki n pmpuan..!!!sure tak tahan lme...go on...!!!ko ske cnie..ak takkan cr ko..n ko jgn prnh cr ak oke..ak tanak..!!!sia2 frndshp kite slma nie..
urmm...td anak buah ak cll..u noe wht..dye ckp dye sedey even lam pelat2 dy ak still phm pe yg dye ckp..dye ckp dye sdey cz dye mmp ak kmalangan...kt kl...dye ckp dye ngah tdo..ttba dye trjg cz dye egt ak kmlngan..ak agak trkjut cz dye just cll nk g twu 2 je n pesan."aunty g np cm tak sehat..??aunty g jg dr kt sna..skola pndai2 cm kakak.."best tak ayat dye..moga Allah lindungi ak...amin...!!!urm...ag satu...mslh antara zz n k.nadia...kkdang ak ase pelik gan korank dua...ak tgk couple ke tak..sme je..mybe hppy ag time couple kot...sksa nye sme je..ntah..penin nk muntah pown de pk sal korank nie..hahahhahaha...zz..law btl ko nk kakak ak..ko jg la leklok...jgn la wt cmnie..ak sket aty tgk dye serabut cz ko...pndai laa jg...time tade dpn mata trcr2..da de dpn mata tak rti nk hargai..pe laa..da ilank mle la ko yg kelam..slh ko..slhgne kprcyaan yg dye bg kt ko...untung ko dpt dye..bnyk sbr sal ko..law ko dpt org cm ak...da lme ak reject ko kot...2 pown tak nmpk2 ag ke...k.nadia ag sorg...jgn jd hamba cinta darl...sbab nk jg aty org,ko skit..tak prlu kot smapi cm uh...jgn jd hamba oke...jgn cpt down cnie..ak lemah seyhh tgk ko cnie..ak nk meleleh tgk ko cnie..td pown ckup bg ak heart attacked...bapak ah kn....zz nie pown..eii..da tade dpn mata bwu nk egt tuhan...time tade mslh dlu..de ko nk egt tuhan ke...????bsyukur laa..da dpt dye...ko ignore..cm2 ko wt kn..da ilank..ko yg tak tn2 arah..bkn ko je kot..dua2 sme..penin ak..ak hrp korank dua dpt cr jln pnyelesaian laa..jgn la cnie je..cne nk blaja nnt..da la satu kelas kn...pk la sme korank..wt yg trbek k...ak sokong..tp law ko sketkan aty kakak ak lg...ak sound ko jgn tny np...even ko tua bpe thun skli pown..oke..law ko hormat gurl..ak hormat ko..oke..????
untk mmbe ak yg sdey uh..bia kn mamat uh..dye ckp ko babi..so pe tggu ag..????ko bia..tgk dye ley tak law tade ko..oke..tamo sdey2 k..np sume org nk sdey nie...snyum la korank...kn kite da jnji nk snyum even cne sklipown kn..ak da tunaikn sume uh..tggu turn korank lak k..pala ak agak penin..ntah np...get ready untk first class sok...trengkas...guluck to me..!!!killer subject...ak harap ak ley carry sume uh..org len ley..y not ak kn..???oke laa...time 2 watch muvee..jom...!!!

Friday, December 10, 2010

alhamdulilah....

kebenaran trserlah now..mgkn 2 yg ko nk ckp slama nie...fau...!!cne ko ley cr blog ak ha..siot ko..hahahhahaha...rinie..agak best...pg td gelak je gan bie...blk tros tdo...bgn tdo...somthng hppen ile start men positive or negative..ag skli kna hentam..ya Allah...ak x smpurna n tak mmpu nk puas kn aty sume...de yg ske..de yg tak ske..tape laa...rinie..ak twu kbnaran..n u all..jgn trkjut law ak len..ak wt dmi korank..de yg tak puas aty..so...i need to change...even perit cne skli pown..tape..ak timer sume 2..dmi korank..ak tanak korank sakit lg cz ak..ak mntk mf..tak mmpu jd smpurna untk korank..maaf ak slalu sktkn aty korank...maaf ak yg alwys lemah nie...ak mntk mf dr ujung rmbut smpai ujung kki...ak ase nk rebah rinie...tp tape laa....mgkn knyataan..kbnaran...ak akn cuba brubah...kli nie ak nekad...mgkn diam lbey bek dr bckp...ak tanak ile ak ckp de je yg x ske..ok fine..tape..ak wt..dmi korank oke...dmi korank..asalkn korank hppy...ak tak keysa..tape la..kli nie ak mngalah...ak ase now ak da tade sp2...gelap sgt..ttba dpt statement cm 2..tape laa...sokey darl...ak dgr ckp ko..ak akn uat...thnks 4 evrythng...pas nie...jgn jangka kn somthng yg lme dr ak...silent is more better...kan...mak...!!!!kakak nk blk...!!!:'(

Thursday, December 9, 2010

syg ea..??????????????????

salam...wahh..best la..untung la ptg2 nie line oke..ajaib kot..ssh laa nk dpt line kt cnie...first time bkak kt psis nie..cm nikmat je...ley la ak luah sume bnda kt cnie...urm..mgkn mggu dpn..jadual da padat sgt...tgk jadual pown..bapak padat kn...hahhhahahhaha...kkdang ase takowt sgt nk hadap sume uh..tp nk uat cne..kna hadap kot...demi mase dpn ak..n fmly trcinta ak...amin...
ak harap ak kuat nk hadap sume nye kt cnie...trase rndu sgt kt mak...kt adk..abg ngah..kakak..alin..yg len tak miss..hahahhhahaaha...cne la keadaan mak kn...ri 2 ckp sakit ag..law ak de..insyaalllah ak teman...ak akn slalu de...smapi ile pown...kkdang ase sebak sgt...ile egt mak..ea laa...da la sakit..ri 2 pown g sepital sorg2..katanye tanak ssh kn n isokn anaka2...
tak logik kn...tape laa..nnt kakak blk k mak..!!jg dr..n make sure kakak blk nnt mak da better dr dlu..oke..!!law mak hppy..kakak pown sme...oke..!!! and...ak da oke gan olie..oke laa...mmg ak yg mntk pts ri 2..ak da tak tahan la asyk nangs lam toilet je..!!!!siot ahhh...nk mand je sure nangs dlu...kahakhakahkaakhakah..ea la..law ak nangs dpn mmbe2 abes laa ak pnye rhsia kn..nk plak k.nadia yg tgk...law ak down..dye pown sme...so..bia ak sorang laa...mmg ary 2 ak agak tacink gan mmbe2 ak cz alwys ckp ak ego..ak kna ego..law tak ak akn nangs je...korank nk tgk ak nangs..law ak tak ego..airmata nie da cm air paip..kcwa 2han je twu...ak kcwa gan olie yg da bnyk sgt brubah..online bley..tp whole day tak blas msg ak...ak mntk pts pown lmbt dye bls...tacink kot..ak da bnyk sabar..airmata nie tak usah dikenang laa..start cuti sem lps..kerink tros...ase cm sorang sgt..gan mak skit..k.nadia da trabur ntah ke ane...hahahhahahha...nseb bek ak amek blk..ahahhahah...so far..so good laa...now ak gan olie..ntah cne nk ckp..oke kot...yg btl2 mggngu fkran ak fmly ak laa...mak...ntah..egt je mmg ley nangs...sumpah ckp..toilet jd saksi..hahahahha...da uh..nk ckp kt mmbe2 cm tanak je..kkdg ak kna blk...so..diam laa...kkdg nk je ak diam even ak uatpe skli pown...bkn tak cye..tp da pnh kna skli..ckp je..kna blk...fire blk...agak perit..telan gak...siot je...!!!hahahahhahahhaha...tp tape la...bkn slalu kn...nk kna fire...!!!!shit...!!!damn it...!!!!kkdng better just leave me alone je..soe 2 say..kkdg ase takowt nk cite pe2 pown kt korank...bia la toilet yg jd saksi ak pown tape laa...asalkn korank tak twu pe2...ase nk bla dr poli nie...nk mati pown de..haahhahhhahahhaha...bengang siot...mkn aty je pown..cne...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ase nk bling lappy je..nseb bek ak wah seah je...so..simpan laa lappy dlu...hahahhahahha...now...k.nadia...wey..ak tak keysa law ak sakit cz ko..kerink cne skli pown ak on je..asalkn ko bhgai doe...ak tak thu la..tp reality mmg ak syg sgt kt ko..shari ak tak jmpe ko..cm tak perfect hari2 ak...ko nk g LI...g je..jgn pk ak..hahahahhahah...nnt law ko g..ak amek mase sbln dua je nk oke blk...nk besekan ko tade gan ak...ak try k...ak syg ko sgt...da cm kakak ak kn...ak akn egt ko smpai ile...smpai nafas trakhr ak...maaf laa...ak tak perfect ne pown...gan baran sume ckup..ak ske n hppy tgk ko gelak...law mampu...ak nk je gan ko..huhu..tp 2 laa..ak kna besa kn dr nnt ile tade ko...ak sesak now...tahan je sesak nie...td cll mak...mak nangs akk...n thats why la ak tdo lame sgt...ak tak twy cne nk cite...ak tak thu nk cite kt sp..soe tak cite...akk..g'a serabut sgt...law ikut aty...spatah pown g'a tanak bckp rinie...g'a tade smngat langsung akk...tgk la now...gelak je...dlm..sesak sgt...ase nk tdo tanak bgn2 je...bak kata dewi tadi kn...akk...g'a syg sgt kat akk...no matter wht hppen..soe laa...slalu lpas baran kat akk...tape laa...g'a try tahan baran nie k...g'a syg akk...law ak tade nnt..tlg jg dr..jgn dmam2 k...takmo2..hahahhahha...ak alwys de..syg akk sgt...salam....

Saturday, December 4, 2010

hilank nafsu mkn..cne..!!!!!

bkak je cite uh..mle laa ilank selera..bkn mrah ke hape..agak laa kn..oke...korank da rpat gan some1 then dye ley je rapat gan org len sme cm kite..lyn kite sme cm dye lyn dye..try imagine cm ko bg present kt kwn bek ko..then kwn bek ko bg bnda yg sma kt kwn dye ag 1..ase pe..???oren ea..???cm 2 laa ak ase..bkn jles sgt pown tp ase cm...tatwu cne nk ckp..dlu ak pnh kot gado gan ayu hut n nan sal ak rapat gan dwi...so..??pe korank ase..??bkn jles..tp ase cm hmpeh kn..cm 2 laa ak ase now..mls nk ckp je...bangang!!!!da la..ak da kerink nie..nnt btambah kerink cne...ak tak mrh..tp..ishhh..ntah la cne nk ckp kn...sdey pown de...biala...

assalamualaikum.....

now da kat poli...alhamdulilah selamat smpai...wlaupun pada mulanya rasa excited sgt kn..hehehhehe..tp ile da smpai cnie..ase cm..ntah la ley bwk ke tak nie...insyaallah leyh laa..
start ary khms mlm tdo n stay gan k.nadia..hppy sgt..thnk ea..!!!tacink kna tgglkn mak..hahahhaha...nk uat cne...da mmg berenda kn...ak dtg cnie..dok lam blik nie..best...mybe cz roomte satu pala..so..on je...op tade pe2 masalah la kn..
ak kt poli bwu 2,3 ary laa...tp gado gan olie da bnyk kli kot...geram je..jnji len..wt len...thnks laa...now bnda yg btl2 wt ak nyampah n meluat..gan ex nadia.....si zizi..eii..ntah nyampah la...bapak nympah..ak skt aty tgk k.nadia lyn dye..eii..!!!soe laa...ak tak ske lgsng k...
da laa..nnt ko dgr bnyk2 ag ko skt aty..ko pnh syg dye kn..so...ak phm...hahhahhahahhahahhaha...ary pe ntah da nk gado gan aym..actually bkn gado la..just..ak bengang kot gan aym n dye...kkdang ase mlmpau pown de..mmg la dua2 da nk jg aty ak kn...tp law ko kt tmpt ak ko twu kot pe yg ak ase now...tak ah jles thap gyle bapak..just..beragak laa kn..mlm uh mmg law ikut baran ak nk bla je dr blik ak uh..ntah pedih gyle aty ak...siot je...ak usaha nk sorokkn sume uh tp 2 laa kn..ak nie bkn ley pkai sgt..sure nmpk je kt mke ak..hahahhahahahha...mlm uh ak ase mmg ak tanak tdo gan aym..pgang tgn pown ak da tanak..tp..2 la kn..takkan sal nie ak nk rengang kn..bwu cket kn..tape la..tahan je..sblm nie kn da besa...huhuhu...smpai dmam ak..hahhahahhaha..

Monday, November 29, 2010

penink......

mownink sume..bapak awal ak bgn rinie kn...smlm da laa tdo kol 4 lbey...bgn awal..ha...jap ag ting tong ah uh..hahahhaha..da besa sgt kot...smlm smpai mah lam kol 11 lbey..agak kleteyhan...btolak kol 5..smpai kol 10...see..!!!5 jam lam tren...nk kematu bontot ak kot...
tp..best la...sjuk nye bkn kepalang kot...ase nk beku..best..even second class..huhu..law class economy ak tanak..!!hahahhahahhaha..bkn blagak..tp..crowdd kot...ishh..tanak laa..pnin pala ak..smlm dlm tren ak da ase cm x sdap aty..np ea...mybe prasaan je kot..
op my sweetheart sonuk gan poli dye rinie..ak twu sure dye ngah kelam kbut sal nk dftar...
ak nk mrh smlm kt dye..ea la..sal dye tak twu cne nk byar wet pndafataran dye da nk pts asa...bwu cket syg..bnyk ag nk kna hadap..syg kn laki,x kn cpt sgt nk give up...org tanak dgr syg cm 2 da oke..!!!law bnda cket syg x nk n x ley handle..cne law gan mslh bsr nnt..????
bie nie kn..law de dkt gan ayg..da lme kna tmpo..hahahahha..ea la..lembik..!!!
urmm..smlm da ase cm nk gado gan aym..ak kua awal...ag pown pala ak agak laa..ntah laa..
tp ak out..bkn tdo pown..jnuh cuba nk lelapkn mata..kol 4 lbey kot...heran ak laa..!!!
akk..!!!soe sal smlm..g'a tatwu laa...tape la..g'a oke...kjap je nie..see..!!now da oke kot..smlm trkjut je..n..wajar kot law g'a ase cm kcewa cket..tape la akk...kite ttap together kay..!!
sakit cne pown..kite ignored kn...tp lme2 mereng cne..???ahhahhhahahhahhahaha...
sy ade sbilah gunting...
gunting 2 sy gna untuk
potong2...
prnh la terluka sbb gunting 2....
tp x keysa...x sakit pun...
gunting 2 da lame sy gne...
skg nie gunting 2 da brkarat...
sy tak buang pun...
kenape..????
syg..!!!!!syg nk buang...cm awk
jgk..!!!!!
sy ade awk...
awk sy jdkn teman....slalu
nk
brsame awk...
kadang2 trluka jgk sbab awk..
tp tak pe..
sy kuat lg...
skunk nie awk msih teman sy,
cuma 1 je..
1 je tak sme..
awk tak brkarat,
so x de sbab sy nk buang awk..
jd sy nk simpan awk sme dgn gunting td...
tp gunting 2 dlm laci..
awk..????
awk dlm aty sy...

Sunday, November 28, 2010

bye.......

sdey gyle plak kn..adoiii.....da pack barang nk blk sgai buloh...eiii..tanak laa....
tanak balik poli...cne nie..adehhh..nk nangs lak..cian mak..nk tggl mak sorg..cne nie..huhuhu..ank mak btl laa kn..hahahhahahha..tp..2 laa kn..nnt da x dgr bebel mak uh..pg2 da mmbebel..2 la loceng ak law nk twu..smpai ak bgn dr tdo...hehehe...
tak sempat g kubur abah...da teetttttttt cne nk g..x bek..nnt kakak dtg lg ea abah..nnt kakak tgk abah lg ea...nnt ttgu kakak blk ag skli...twu...!!!mak...da nk g nie..jg dr...mak 2 sakit...law sehat tak laa kakak iso sgt nk tggl mak...twu....jgn nangs2..oke,!!!!yg adk n abg..ntah la korank..jd laa laki yg brtnggugjwb cket..jg mak leklok..jg fmly..jg bg malu fmly..
ckup laa pe yg da jd uh...solat jgn tggl...twu...nnt ak mrh korank ag cm ri 2..korank yg skt tlinga dgr ak mrh kn..huhu..ak nk the best je untk fmly kite...kite nie ank haji..jg laa cket...oke,,!!!!untk bie...sebak kot ayg bca msg bie td..thats y x bls..nnt ayg mepek2 ag cne.
bie jg dr..egt la...oke..!!!da blaja nnt jgn lpe dr...blaja btl2..make sure 3.0 above oke..!!!law ssh ne pown subjek 2 try gak k..jgn cpt give up..jgn mrh2 aw...jgn nk down cpt sgt...try k..idop nie law tade mslh payah jgk laa..cne nk knl erti khdupan yg sbnr kn syg...nnt dok sna da pkai mto jgn nk mgdix je kje nye...egt ea..awk dtg sana nk blaja..bkn wt bnda bkn2...oke..!!!jgn nk tmpo mke org je..hahahhaha....try brdiri ats kki sndr k...smpai ile nk bgntung gan org len..
awk da bsr kan...bie..nk pndang gurl len bley..cm ayg ckp...tggu laa ayg tade bwu bie nk gatal gan len ea..time uh ayg takkan mrh pnye..now..bie nk kwn gan gurl ley je..tp pndai la jg batas2nye...ayg bkn jnis kongkong aw..!!pe bie ske wt..wt laa..oke..ayg always skong bie..
tp law wt bkn2..pnmpo je dpt..nk sokong mmg tak arh kn.hahhaha....ayg tanak bie anta ayg rinie..ayg tkowt ayg nangs dpn bie..wlaupun bie tak pnh tgk ayg nangs or tak pnh g twu prasaan ayg..bknnye ayg tak de prasaan pe2..de..cuma blm mse nk g twu kot...but today..
law bie anta..ayg ley nangs kot.ntah np brat sgt aty nie..np ea bie..??tape la..kite pcya pda takdir...bie egt tak lagu kotak 'masih cinta'..???gan lagu 'cinta smpurna'..lgu 2 dlu pnh jd lgu kite kn..law dgr lagu 2..egt ayg k...bie...ayg syg bie sgt2..maaf laa..law dpn2 mmg ayg tak pnh kot nk tnjuk sume 2..da brutal..so..nk brenda smua lam aty je...oke..lastly...bie jg dr ea...syg bie sgt2...salam bie.........

Saturday, November 27, 2010

read it..just 4 u darl...

hye..just read this....fist..ak nk ko twu..ko yg trbaek pnh ak de..jgn tggl ak...
read this.........................


ary nie kite jmp...best kan dapat tgk mke awk...
tapi lg best bile awk bg hdiah tu..
tu la hadiah yg plg sy tak ley lpekan...
snyuman mnis awk...
sok,bila sy tak ley jln sy nk awk iringi sy..
mase nie sy da tak ley nk pggl awk mcm slalu..
awk yg kena dtg..
mse nie juga sy nk hdiah lg...tp sy da tak nk snyum 2 lg..
sy nk al fatihah...awk bce kn erk untk sy..
sbab sy da tak ley bca sndr..
mse 2....bile ada org ltak sy..bwah papan..awk jgn nngs dan jgn cr sy twu...
sbab sy da tak ley tgur awk lg..
awk jnji ea dgn sy....sblum sy msuk lubang 2...
sy nk awk tahu......................................
"awk.....sy syg sgt kat awk..."



ko jgn nangeh bca nie...ak blasah ko nnt...hahhahahaha...ikhlas dr aty yg suci....law pe2 jd kt kite...egt la..oke...ak syg sgt kt ko...ak sggup skt asalkn ko hppy...akk..jg dr ea...jnji gan g'a..jgn down lg...g'a nk akk hppy...g'a nk yg trbaek untk akk...g'a syg akk...syg sgt...

Friday, November 26, 2010

tak mampu dahh...

nk g klinik..btl2 da tak tahan...op k.nadia baca nie..pls text me when u really need me..
oke...just text..no need to cll..g'a btl2 da lembik nie..pg td da sesak...kejang kaki tgn...
nk g mah sdara jap ag..ntah larat ke tak..op ko oke...twu ko syg dye..
da dye nk jln cnie..kna kuat...mmg la skt..nk tanak kna hadap...tnjuk yg awk pown kuat...n mmpu brdiri tnpa dye..oke..akk..g'a da tak larat sgt..soe sgt2..but text me okey..salam...

???????????????

da kol 4.05 am..tatwu dye tdo ke tak ag..op da..ak still stand kt cni..da buntu tak twu nk uatpe da...sakit sgt..jap brdr..jap dduk..cm2 gaya da nie..cne nk make sure mnah kcik nie da tdo ea..law tgk kt page dye..sume about an 1hour ago..da ke blm..ishh..law ak psang cctv kn snang.hahahahha..dr 9mmbe da tggl 2je..ak plak yg nk muntah..hahahhahaha..g'a ngekk..!!!
nk uatpe ntah...op aym kcik da tdo...iso sgt..
snyi btl la mah nie..sume da tdo.ak nie da cm air paip lak...cne nk tdo..skit 2han je tawu..
nk g tuam..takowt nk g dpur..hahahahhaha..g'a tak brubah2 pnakowtnye...
tp tape la..jap ag ak g gak..nk amek hot pack..da tak twu nk uatpe.
jln trakhr untk mnghntikn air paip yang amat...amat...amat....mnykitkn nie...ahahhaha..
ssh jgk ea..tp tape la...g'a ley pnye..!!nk tdo kol bpe nie..sok nk kna g k.k..ntah la nk g ke tak,,nk blk pdang rgas ag..adoii...matila nak..ahhahaha...nk jmpe cousn ak..miss da nie..ahhahah..tak pack barang2 ag nie..urmmm..sdey nk pack..hahahaha..ary sabtu ahd dok mah mktehh..ary isnn tros g sgai buloh plak...then bwu nk shoppng...then tros blk poli..aduhhh..trase mls plak..np ntah la..siot je kot..ri 2 ak yg brkobar2..now da tak ase pe2 kot...np ntah..ala..nnt oke kot...op sem dpn better dr sem nie...sok nk bli barang untk cik imah..!!igt twu g'a..jgn lpe lak..!!!!da jnji kn..oke la..ak da tak larat kot..ahhahahha..pe la g'a nie..mlm ni sblm tdo tak mntk kiss kt aym kcik..huhuhu...nyte sume...........

ya ampun.................

no lak ak yg sdey ney..akk..oke tak nie..adoii...ak pown tatwu cne nk tlg dye...ak bkn pe..
tak stuju gan bf dye..tp dye da syg..bia la..ak phm kot...law agak tak ley edop tnpa dye...
btl kn la keadaan..mlm nie ase tanak gnggu dye..n tak brni ckp pe2..aty dye ngah sakit 2..
nangs..tp tanak ngaku..sakit..tp tanak ngaku...sabar la akk..down kn...sabar la..g'a fhm je..
urmm..soe la...g'a pown tatwu nk uatpe...tp akk lyak dpt yg lbey bek la..
ntah la..akk da syg dye..ak twu ko nangs..ak tak bodo..bkn shri dua ak knl ko..ntah...ak ase sebak sgt kot...ntah np...ak nie ha..tatwu ag..ntah la..mls nk pk..
akk..jgn down ea...sabar...ntah la....np sebak sgt nth la..adoiii...ase nk kua mah skunk gak...np ak yg tak tn2 arah nie..ishhhh...iso sgt nie...akk...np soh g'a tdo awal..cne nk tdo law akk cnie...akk...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!urmmmm....

sudah la.....



salam sume...mmg agak hppy rinie..tp..2 la kn..nk tak nak...tahan skit aty..mer..np u wt cnie mer...i tatwu la nk ckp cne da u...u nk wtpe lak pas nie...kite da kwn lame kn..np suddnly jd cmnie..i tak twu nk bls ke tak msg u..i tatwu da cne nk lyn u..i tatawu samada i mrh u ke tak..i tak twu ptut ke i mrh u...ntah la u..i da bnyk kli nk ckp..u da bnyk brubah..then ttba awek u nk mrh sal kite np nie u..olie tak pnh hlg i kwn gan u...i still cm dlu..solo atau tak..i ttp lyn u..but now ile awek u cnie..i tpksa ignored u...u jgn la tny np...i trpksa..dmi u gan dye gak kn..mmg u tanak lps kn i..tp i tpksa g..i tatwu la mer..nk mrh tp....u knl i kn...pas nie..

i jauh dr u..pls..jgn tny np..i tpksa...i kcewa sgt gan sume nie..dr dlu kite x lekang dr mslh...now..i da twar aty u..smpai x de slera nk mkn..suddnly u text i nk soh i text awek u..u..pe nie...prlu ke i wt cm 2..takkan sal i kwn gan u smpai cnie kn..i gan olie tade pe pown..

i tak phm la u nie...ikut la..tp...i kcwa kot...jgn pnh u pujuk i...jgn pnh u text i lg...jgn pnh pggl i kwn u lg...i da tak larat cnie..ile gado..u akn petik salah i cz i pnh tolak u dlu..u...np prlu cnie..mer...kite da lme kwn..np ile u de gf je sume brubah..i pown de bf kn..i mmpu lyn u cm dlu..da la u..u g je kt gf u..jgn cr i..i tanak da..ckup la u...jgn pnh u pujuk i...bia i g...bia i g mer..jgn cr i..jgn tny np i snyap pas nie..i tatwu mer..u da bnyk brubah..dlu pnh jnji even msing2 da de buah aty..x kn brubah..i siap ltak pic kite kot...i tanak u egt i brubah ile da de bf..tp u pk tak pe yg u wt...u yg tak rti hrgai sume 2...de gf..gelap sume pndangan mata u..mer..da la mer..ntah..i tatwu cne nk ckp..i kcwa sgt u...sdey sgt gan behave u...i mntak mf..i tpksa g...thnk 4 evrythng mer....
olie..bie...np wt mke sdey td...org tak nk tgk mke bie cm 2..kite pisah jap je bie..thn dpn kite jmpe ea..whole day pgang tgn kn..even tgn org da pnuh gan beg plastk..bie still nk pgang tgn org kn..ea..brat nk lps..tape..kite ikut je pe yg jd k..tmer n hadap sume 2..da jnji masing2 akn kuat n prtahan kn hbgn kite kn...da cm2 kite tempuh kn...so...troskn la..takkan da stengah jln nk give up kn...ea..fmly kite mmg ngah mslh..ntahla bie..pnh jgk ayg trpk yg kite tak lme..ea la..fmly kite...ntah cne nk ckp...ayg kcewa sgt...ntah la...pe pown..ayg tmer pe je pasnie...ayg ley kuat..op bie pown ley kuat...oke...try brdiri sndr pas nie syg...tnpa ayg..bie mst ley...jgn mnje sgt ea...skli skala blaja la untk edop ssh...jgn smpai bnda sng pown nk harap kn org ea..
blaja la ssh jgk..oke...oke la..hurmmm.....




Thursday, November 25, 2010

pe nie...........

alhamdulilah...lepas...bsyukur sangat...thnks kt bie n bell..da bnyk tlg aku..n tak pnh pts2 bg dorongan n semangat kt ak...thnks korank...yeah..ayam kecik tros ilank kn dr..tape la..mybe dye prlukan mse..ak tanak kaco..now..ak da ase khlgan kot...tape la akk...g'a da besa sorg2 nie...dr dlu ag...tape....law akk ase ney yg trbek...oke..g'a tmer je akk...even sakit cne pown..g'a tmer..dlu smpai skunk..even skt.. ttap tahan..takkan nk mnyerah cnie je kn...ea..g'a taw..g'a tade pe2 kot..zero..len la akk kn..kkdang ase g'a tak layak nk rpat gan akk..ea la..akk sp..g'a sp lak kn..g'a tak perlu kn simpati sp2..g'a ley je idop...

thnks..cz pnh bg g'a bhgia dlu...slalu tman wk2 g'a sakit...hppy...sdey....mereng..sume la kn...
ley dkatakn hmpir stiap masa gan g'a la kn...lately nie alwys gado...cuti sbln..ley kira gan jari bpe ary je kite elok kn..bpe ary je yg kite gelak..bwu nk oke..cm2 da jd...ea..mybe slah g'a cz trlalu mmntingkn dr sndr...smpan sorg..then meletop..dr sndr sakt..then mula la kite gado..g'a mntk maaf..g'a tawu g'a ego..akk je nk kalah gan g'a kn..g'a twu g'a bnyk sktkn aty akk..
kkdang g'a tahan ase mrh..tp padahnye kite ttp gado..ntah la pe nk jd gan kite nie..ley ke lame..???ley ke syg tros cnie..?????
tanak ilank ko..tp ko slalu ckp if ko g mybe nie yg tebaek...ko pk tak sblm ko ckp cmnie..
ntah la...k..lastly...g'a tak smpurna..tak mmpu bg akk snyum lagi..tak mmpu bg akk hppy..
g'a tawu sume 2...tp..tak keysa la..pe pown..ak ttp syg ko..ak ttp tman ko x keysa la dlm keadaan cne skli pown...ak syg ko sgt...ko da slalu gan ak..ne mgkn aku lpekn cm 2 je..tlg la..pk kn skli lg..maaf la cz ak slalu ego...ak syg ko..until my last breath...salam.........

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

time ak kna sakat trok dlu tak ah serius cnie...mls nk on fb...ym..bwu sakat cket da nk tacink lbey...da la ea...ak takkan men2 gan korank da...law ak kna sakat ak tahan je kot..smpai nanges kna usik pown ak x amek srius smpai cney...shit ah!!!!!dyunk,nadia..ak da bnyk mkn aty..even ak jrang nk g twu korank pe yg aku ase..aku tahan kot..x kn sal kna sakat cket da nk tacink lbey...da ilank kot mud ak...da la ssh nk idopkn mud nie...
sdey btl la gan diorg nie...fau...!!!ne ko ha...ak nk ko..nk nangs kt ko...da cm2 kot ak smpan slama nie...bwu usik cket bria nk tacink..arhhh...!!!!
ikut korank la...jgn smpai aku majok..mmg ak tak on fb da...nk tgk cm 2...!!!hah!!!!bley je pown...ak sggup wt...jnuh kot mkn aty...bkak fb je mkn aty....now bwu sakat cket pown da nk melenting...sp aty berenda nie..???????
aku ke korank...huh...!!!!da...mls nk on fb...tggu je la kt poli nnt...mls...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

ishhh...

urrmmmmmmmmmm...................................

bila aku sudah tiada
smpan semau lagu ku
jangan ditangs slalu
mungkin itu semntara
bila jumpa pggntiku
jgn dilupakan aku
pagi itu indah seperti biasa
tidur yang lena terhenti disana
layap kuyup masih tak terdaya
bukalah tingkapmu curahkan cahaya
siapa yang sangka...........
bila tiba masa kita untk pergi slamanya
takkn trduga
jika saat ini tuhan tentukan akulah orangya
gelak tawa tangisan yang hiba
kenangan kita masa didunia
alangkah indah jika kita mampu edop slamanya........
...................i'm so dissapointed 2nite......thks 4 evrythng.......................................................................

untuk bie.......


sy tak twu perlu ke sy bg twu awk sal blog sy...sy x nk awk thu sal prasaan sy gan mslh sy slma nie..bkn niat sy nk sorok dr awk..tp sy bkn jnis tros trang...awk...rinie sy hppy...awk slalu de untuk sy...sy sdey..sy mrah..awk ttp tman sy..wlaupun kkdg awk tak thu punca sy sdey n mrh..awk ttp gan sy..sy syg awk...awk...maafkn sy...tak mmpu untk jd yg trbek untk awk..awk trlalu baek bg sy...maafkn sy..ile sy ignored awk..sy takowt awk jemu gan sy...maafkn sy...ile sy dgil...sy mmg dgil..sy twu...maafkn sy...ile sy ego...sy tanak awk tahu prasaan sy..maafkn sy...ile sy trpaksa sorok mslh n tanak share gan awk..sy tanak awk pown penin n risau sal sy..sy tanak awk pk mslh sy...bia sy tggung sorg2...maafkn sy..law pnh bg awk nangs...awk...sy nk awk thu...sy syg awk..wlaupun sy jrang tnjuk syg sy kt awk...

awk yg trbek...maafkn sy ile sy tak dpt jd romntk dpn awk..wlaupun awk da usaha nk rmntk gan sy..sy brutal..ssh nk jd romntk..awk..tmer kasih cz tmer dr sy seadanya...

sy syg awk..ile da bsr..sy nk bli rmh..awk nk tak jd partner byar umah sewa sy..???

awk phm tak sy ckp nie...ile da bsr...sy nk bli mini cooper..awk nk tak jd partner byar mini cooper sme2 gan sy..awk nk tak...awk fhm tak nie..awk...ile kite jauh..sy rndu awk..tp sy tatwu cne nk tnjuk rndu sy..sy rndu awk sgt...sgt...sgt..awk..sy mntk maaf pgang tgn awk smpai jari awk saket...kuat sgt..sy tak prasan..awk twu np sy ttba pgang tgn awk kuat2..??cz sy sdey nk tgglkn awk...sy takowt ilank awk...sy akn rndu awk..awk..law awk nk gtal2..tggu la sy tade ea...wk2 2 awk nk gatal gan sp pown tape..sy bg...awk..ile da jauh nnt..pndai2 la jg dr..sy tanak konkong awk...pk la yg trbek...law awk ase nk stia..stia la..law awk nk njoy puas2 ile sy tade...njoy la awk...tp jgn bg sy trase gan awk..kn sy da pesan..nk gtal tggu sy tade...awk...sy syg awk sgt..jg dr...jg fmly awk leklok...sy slalu de untuk awk..sy awk...tmer kasih untk bunga yg awk bg..coklat yg awk bg...last...sy syg awk..thnks.....

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

seLaMaT pAgiiiiiiiii........................................

mownink sume..awal kn aku bgn rinie..bapak ah kn..sjuk tahap pe ntah...grrrr...hahhahaha..
now da 7.30am..da nk g da nie..sempat je tls blog nie..da jd tmpt ke2 nk mncarut2 bnda bkn2 kn...first..doakn aku ea..yg twu 2..doakn ea..!!!aku pcye..takkan de pe2 jd..amin...!!!!
lapa la..smlm selera da mati..rinie tatwu ag...op better la dr smlm..penin bkas smlm pown tak abeh ag nie..hehehe....ayam...rinie pg2 nk dgr suara ko..tp tanak ganggu ko..sure ko ngah tdo lena kn..ala cumeynyee........ayam...aku dpt bayangkn cne ko tdo..kpala bwah dr bntal 2 mmg da sure..merengkut cm udang pown da sure..hahahhahha..yg mepek cm dlu 2 aku tak sure..hahahhahahha...ayam2...law ko ltey je ko ckp mepek2 kn..
aku pnh tgk ko mepek kn..klakar siot..hahhahahhahahhahhahahaha...
eh..mak da pggl..!!!!!g dlu..syg k.nadia....

GO TO HELLL....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pgai cam sial...!!!!!!peduli pe aku...hye...g mamp la kay..kcik2 x nk mamp..da bsr nyusah kn org..da sesak..tade wet bwu nk cr aku..sial pgai...!!!bla la dr idop aku..blarhhh...!!!!
semak mke ko dpn aku la...x hadap kot law tade ko....!!!!nyusahkn org je twu....
bangang pgai....eiii...np aku knl..dpt org tade moral cm ko ha....!!!!bullshit...!!!!!!!!!!!
ha..!!!sket aty kna maki gan aku kn...so..jgn egt aku diam aku tak ley nk maki ko eyh....
yg diam nie la yg lg bahaya mlut dye....skt aty kn..!!!ko tak kira yg aku da lma sket aty gan ko...mls nk ckp je..pgai cm bangang...!!!hye...ikut aty td mmg aku da nk btgkar gan ko..yg ko bla asal..bangang nye dak...!!!!!g kwn gan setan ah ko...
aku tak pnh nk mrh cney..ko nie mmg ah kn...!!!!mmg setan...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!da lama aku tak mrh cnie kn...rinie ko mmg da mlmpau ah kn...eiiiiii....!!!bangangggg...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!go to hell...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!jgn hrp ak tlg ko lg...!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, November 22, 2010

SenGgaLLLL...........................!!!!!!!!!!!!

huh..!!!letey btl la...np la ttba msin basuh nie ley rosak...nk patah jari bsuh baju..bnykney cket...bapak bnyk...diorg nie..bsuh ah sndr..mentang2 la aku je gurl lam mah nie kn..

sume bnda nk kna wtkn untk diorg..pmlas btl la..da ase nk ting tong..bgn tdo tros masak...kemas mah...peh2 g basuh baju...sidai bju tgh panas ag..mmg mata ak da gelap kn..

tape la...da nk blk poli da pown..hadap je..letey ase nk trbaring pown de..mak..lain kli kite wt mah kcik cm pondok je..tak de la ltey mngemas..hahahhahahha.....

olie nie cm tak twu lak time aku bz ile..ishhh..mmg la ak tak bls msg kn..da dkt 2 thn pown tak twu ag ke..ak cepuk unk sat g bwu tawu..

mlm td ak ngah wc ttba letrik tade ag skli..mmg ase nk mrh...hahhahaha...ea la..aku da sonuk2 dgr si ayam brckp..ttba gelap..da 2..lam kol 5 lbey bwu de letrik kot..aku da lena,peh2 trjga cz hp brbnyi..heran aku la..kol 5 lbey da pown nk cll aku ag...trjaga then tgk lampu mnyala..bgn g ttup lampu but hp aku still brbnyi..aku mls nk angkt..tp tak angkt ag brbunyi...

bgn pg aku tgk de 6miscll dr ex aku...ya ampun..!!!!np msti nk gnggu aku lg..sudah la...

aku da tanak phm tak...aku tak nak de pe2 kaitan gan ko...ckup la dlu ko da sketkn aty aku..ko nk pe ag...aku da tak keysa..ko nk wtpe dpn aku skli pown aku tanak de pe2 kaitan gan ko lg..tlg la g dr idop aku..bpe kli aku nk ckp nie...dah la...even jd musuh kaw pown aku da tak sudi..tlg jgn serabutkn pala aku yg da smemangnye serabut nie....

dlu time de..tak rti nk hrgai...da tade bwu nk cr kn..time uh..soe aku nk patah blk...!!!!ko sjud dpn aku pown blm sure aku tmer ko even musuh skli pown...!!!!!!phm tak..!!!!!!

slp org ah nk men2 kn..GTH la...!!!!law olie taw nie da gado lak..so..better aku diam..

slamat olie tak wt msg copy..law x mmg mati aku...ah..!!!bkn slah aku..aku tak lyn da k..

aku heran la..yeah..!!!mmg dlu aku pnh syg kn ko....aku egt yg aku pnh syg kn ko..

tp 2 dlu k...skli ko sktkn aty aku..sudahla..smpai ile pown aku tak cye da kt ko...so de problems gan sume 2...ko nk maki ke pe ke..ikut ko la...aku takkan layan ko...bg la bjuta msg skli pown...jgn harap aku nk bls k..da la..darah tnggi aku...hahahhahahhahaha....

ary nie agak bosan..ntah tatwu nk uatpe...td dpt surat g tmuduga untuk UITM...urmmm....ntah la...tanak kot...aku ase nk go on kt poli...

tp..ah..mls nk pk la...tanak..!!!jgn soh kkak wt pe yg kkak tak ske mak...nnt kakak tak ley..bek jgn...hahhahahhaha...brdebar tggu sok...ntah...aku harap smua akn oke...amin...!!!!!

smlm kn...aku tgk bulan...sannnnteeeeekkkk sangat...

hobi aku kot tgk bulan n bintang...bg aku ile kite tgk bulan n bintang...aku sedar aku tak pnh keseorgan...Dye sntiasa de untk aku....ea...Allah takkan uji hambanye yg lemah...cz Allah twu had kemampuan kite la Dye uji kite..brsyukur cz kite lam kalangan hambaNYA yg dsygi...

dr ujian 2 la kite mmpu untk jd lbey kuat...!!!ea la..life nie kn kkdang de kat atas..de kt bawah..cm roda la..tak smua akn bjln gan lancar...so..tak heran la if one day aku kt atas..n tak heran jgk law aku kt bwh..lumrah idop..kite blaja dr kegagaln...langit tak slalu cerah...oke...!!!!2 la...ntah nk ckp..kkdang aku ase aku tade pe2 kot...zero...

aku pown tatwu np aku ckp cnie...serious..!!cm tak layak je...ntah la...kkdang ase cm sdey pown de...life org ckup..even de mslh but still de together...kkdang jles gak tgk parents anta ank2 diorg msuk asrma...g shoppng sme2...aku..?ntah..cm tringn nk cm dlu...miss sgt 2han je twu...tak mgkn kot dpt cm dlu..ahh...!!!tape la...brsyukur la kn g'a...bkn pe..just nk ckp yg aku miss sgt2....dlu...de je yg slalu wt lwk kt mah..blk skola de org kt mah..mah sure pnuh..now blk mah ase cm..ntah..mak sorg je...da tade yg len...aku mula la law snyi2 nie..mah nie tak pnh snyi kot...de je..ile da tade n tak kmbli lg 2 yg wt ak sebak sgt...rugi la diorg yg de makbpk tak reti nk hrgai....da ilank bwu kornak ase kot..dnia niey glap kot...dlu ak ase cm ak dok lam dnia yg gelap sgt n tggl aku sorg je...perhhh...!!!ley byangkn btapa snyinye idop aku time uh...
now..mybe da better...tlg jgn tggl kn aku lagi..tak kira la sp..yg pnting fmly aku...olie..k.nadia...now pown..da cm2 yg jd..kt fmly mahupun mmbe kan...kkdg mmg de ase nk rebah..tp aku bgn dmi fmly n mse dpan aku..mmg kkdg ak de ase nk lari dr sume nie..tp pk blk...law lari takkan dpt slsaikn mslh...so..aku kna kuat..dmi mak...fmly...abah...oke...!!!wlaupun aku tak de pe2...
aku ttap kna bgun...thnks kt olie..k.nadia..nabilah..alwys teman aku..time nangs..time sng..time ssh...time gyle...u'r my spirit...doakn aku sok k...amin...!!!!

wOwwww.............

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Monday, July 12, 2010

jgn g wey....hahaha....

wahh....!!ary yg agak serabut...aku tggl ayu adnan kt libry....soe wey...
mood aku down sgt.....ak x nk ko tgk ak cm ney....so aku g...np la gan aku nie....
tlg la...jgn hncurkn hari2 aku....tp 2 ah kn...ak da usaha jg sume 2...tp ntah ah....amer....nbla....aku miss korank...ile nk dtg jmpe i....korank nie..
korank twu x aku sdey thap gaban,setan,sume de.....!!!dtg ah weyh...tman i.....nanges pown sorg2 kot...nk pluk u....dlu u de je gan i...i x twu nk nanges kt sp....tgk ah nie...
nie pown da cm nk nanges...
tggu i blk perak ah...x kn plak aku nk peram lme2 kot...
ntah ah wey......rinie class kyboard cncel...puan g krsus....
ayu hut plak x de....borink plak la aku dye x de.....x smpai bpe jam dye x de,aku gan ayu adnan da bpecah belah....hahaha...kna ckup forum gak...law x hncur....
ayu...rndu ko....cpt ah blk..ko ksus ah leklok..make sure ko blk la twu...nt aku x dpt nk sakat org....twu...!!!twu...!!ley tmn ak nangs...ak yg ngah down nie....hahahaha....
nie ha...!!bestfrnd aku....rmte aku la mksdnye....kje nk nyakat aku je....slalunye 2 kje aku....ciap ah korank....!!!

aku happy

dlu aku ase cm hmpeh ile dok cni...srius ckp...twu pe yg mrubah tggapan aku yg dlunye aku ase cm hmpeh thap sial...??aku knl 2org ayu....oak masuk air....mmg kna kot gan aku....insyaallah ak akn still kwn gan diorg....aku ase agak serasi gan diorg....x ktlaluan aku ckp law aku da syg diorg....tmsuk roomte aku....eha....fiza...aku sronok dpt knl gan diorg....
mlm sab2 ri 2 ak mmpi histeria twu....sumpah real doe....aku da nangeh sbnrnye....tkowt pnye sal.....ea la...aku sdar2 aku da brtenggek kt tpi almari...smpah tkowt doe...kbtln aku tdow gan ayu hut mlm 2...aku kejut ahh dye..aku ckp aku tkowt....n tanpa segan dan silu aku hop dye fhm aku n leyh hug aku....pe yg aku hrap mmg jd....she hugs me...n aku tpksa tarik tgn dye n hold her hand smpai aku lena...
tp still x lena.....nth mlm 2 np.....aku da mgigil...bpeluh2....smpai la azan sbuh....da pg...so lega la cket....thnx kt ayu....da tman aku...aku nk ko twu yg aku segan sgt2..soe aku hold your hand...aku tkowt ko x slesa...but...i glad n really love 2 being your frnd...even aku x prfect cm ko...
urmmm....!!ary nie aku agak ltey thap gaban...sdey gan pgai boy aku.....ntah a....np aku prlu ase cm nie...np uat syg cmnie bie....ckp syg kn....ayg cy ckp bie...tp kkdg ayg x ykin...mmg bnyk pgorbnan yg bie da uat untk ayg....ayg hrgai 2 sume...ntah la syg...kalo ayg bpluang luah kn sume yg de lam aty nie....2han je twu prasaan ayg....ayg syg bie ketat2...smpai ile2....oke...untk mak....kkak da rndu mak....sgt2....cm2 da jd now...kna kuat...n kkak akn troskn jgk sume nie....doakn kkak mak...

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

life in ipta

hye....da lme x tuleh blog....soe yg da tggu i tls somthng lam blog nie....first..
alhamdulilah cz ak da sah jd student poli sabak bernam...bpak jauhnye usah d knang la kn...adat la...ne de tmpt blaja yg dkt gan ksbukn duniawi nie kn...
mggu orintasi yg aku hadap mmg pyh....tp de mnisnye jgk....jd kn kngn plg mnis dan phit lam edop aku...
senior yg agak grg dan yg baek....hehe....
yg cntek n......................haha...x bek twu...!!!jnji aty mau baek....
agk bz ile da strt blaja.....pnat...kna bsuh bju gne tgn....!!!
tidakkkk...!!!kna bgn awl....ahhh...tidakk...!!!
roomte aku agak bek....tp x skpala lgsng gan aku....da la br3...sahih2 la aku yg alwys kna tggl gan diorg....skt aty aku.....cm dpnggrkn erk......tacink hbs ah gan diorg.......nympah aku....da la x 1 pala gan aku......aku nie ksar....diorg 2 lemah gemalai.....lntak ahh...mls nk pk...skt aty pown de....nsb bek de 2org ayu yg alys gn aku...n 1 pala gan aku....nth la....pjlnan msh jauh...........

Monday, May 31, 2010

huh...!!!

geram gan ckg yg jnji nth pe2...agak2 la pown...kteorg pnat bltih kot...agak kcwa gan behave dye....
at least apprciate cket kteorg yg alwys trun pdang...
serik kot nk maen da...geram je....
21hb nnt ak dftar dr kt poli sabak bernam....ptut ke g twu dye...
bdohhh....!!!!!bnci ah kau...!!!!
ak x twu ah pe mslh ko sbnrnye...!!!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

urmmm..???

kwn yg baek x kn abaikn kwn sndr......................................
ayat dat gurl mmg besh...dan...kwn sndr x kn gan aty trbuka nk maki2 kwn sndr dpn public...even mrh pown...agak2 la kn...
soe yg trasa...aku agak moody...tp aku x kn sng2 nk maki sp2....aku bkn cm 2....
rinie ary plg best....cz aku g jln2 1 ary....gan ujan nye...mmg best kot...aku
g gan kwn bru aku...aien nmanye...
mmg x kering gusi kot dok gan dye....cm2 dye uat...hahaha....
plg best time aku gan dye g round lakeview....kt ats bukit....nek mto...
press pnye press time nek bukit 2 mmg x egt dunia kot dye press....ttba moti mti...
ahhh...sudah...aku ase cm nk trbalik ke blkg...pe ag....agak kelam kabut kot wk2 2....hahaha....ngah kelam kabut 2 la mto 2 bru ley nk start....selamat hakuhh...!!
law x pakat patah blk kot....then kteorg g pusing istana...
best cz da lme x jjak kn kaki aku kt sna...miss la gak....tjmpe boy aku...ahhh....rndu g 2...da lepak2 kt c 2...kteorg blk brujan....best sgt...
ntah np aku ase cm best smcm jerk....pdhal aku da slalu wt cm 2...
urmmmm...law x ahad nie aku kna g bangi...nk smbung blaja....
tp aku x bpe mnat la tmpt 2....mmg la nmpk best...course pown best....
tp...bia dlu ahh....ntah la...

Thursday, May 20, 2010

rinie lthn dbtalkn...hjar bz...x twu dye..
ujan je rinie...sykur sgt..x de yg best rinie..cm besa...kkdg aku miss kwn baeek aku dlu...
dlu la.....................
aku arap dye chat n hppy...aku doakn dr jauh je oke...
aku gan bf aku...???dye alwys bz gan life dye....aku just mnunggu n tros mnunggu...
tp aku skt aty ile aku pnat tggu smpai 2,3 pg tp kteorg just text 5 mcg abes kuat ah 2..
pnat tggu...nk x nk...aku bia je...sbr dlu..
nk tgk pas nie dye nk wt lg ke x....aku x mrh law nk naive...tp jgn la naive sgt...
up 2 u la...mls nk ckp bnyk...
da bsar tp law bab bncnta dye mmg fail ah..hahaha...
tp x pe la kn...aku ttap syg dye...syg ketat2...ikt mati g 2...op dye ley brubh cket....
stdy2 kje2 la jgk...aku da trbiar nie...hahaha...sp nk jg aku..hahaha...x pe la bie..org x keysa...jnji kite alwys 2gthr oke...

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

aku tension.....!!!

hurm......dun noe wht i hve 2 do...dun noe how 2 imagine my feel rite now...suck...!!!it was so bored...!!sometimes i thnk dats i will just go wif da flow...ntah la...dsspointd,scared...sume de...
ase cm nk nngs...yeah..!!sp x sdey kn...my afford just like...ntah la nk ckp...aku mls nk pk....tp 2 la...now da btl2 cm da gnggu fkr aku...
nk nngs cm x de gne...kdg ase cm weak hbs...down abes...tp...ntah...
mgkn de hkmah sume nie...soe cz x dpt pe yg fmly hrapkn...
i am so soe...aku x tawu pe yg ptut aku wt now...
biarkn je...???x mgkn...aku kna usaha jgk...tp tkowt nye law ttba kptsn mgcwakn...!!!
aku x sggp nk hdap ahhh...!!!x nk nangs da...skt gyle ase nye...hurmmmm....tlg aku doe...!!!

Monday, May 10, 2010

dear amer

amer...i x tawu ke ptut ke i g twu u sal blog i nie...mybe i should...mybe not...
tp u...i ttap akn tls bnda nie untk u...
maaf i mhlgkn diri....i kcewa sgt...n maaf jgk coz i tpksa sorokkn hbgn sbnr i gan dye...
i x nk u skit....i mnx maaf sx lg...i akn egt u cz u pnah hadir dlm edop i even cm2 bnda
kite tmpuh bsma dlu...i mnx maaf cz x dpt bhgiakn u....i x mmpu...mggu nie i tmer 2msg dr u...
maaf x bls....i dun noe y...tp aty i kcwa gan behave u ary 2..mybe slh i jgk...
tp u cm nk judge i ats sgala action i dlu...u egt i mnx ke sume 2...???law i tawu bnda nk jd,i x kn hncurkn aty sp2...i x kn mncul lam edop u dlu...ile i mncul,nie la jdnye...i tawu
i da sktkn aty u...
bkn i x brtimbang rsa...i tawu i slh...slh cz bg hrapan yg mggunung kt u...i cuba dlu nk anggp u lbey,tp i x mmpu...maaf kn i oke...jjur i ckp,i still sdey ats pe yg jd...ile dgr lagu hnya kau yg mampu...i msti egt u...u pnh singgah lam aty i wlaupun kjap kn...
i nk kite kwn cm dlu...tp i ase enough la...i x nk sp2 sket aty la...oke la...i x lrat....xde mood....daa..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

i am not........

ntah np mggu nie asyk am x de mood je...
soe la keng kwn law aku asyk moody je...aku usaha x mo
rosakkn hari2 kite nie...oke...mybe aku kcwa gan result u 2....hncurkn hrapan mak...
tp x de niat pown...mak pown tawu kn cne kkak blaja...
mmg ssh,dan perit ile hrapan yg dberi kt aku x dpt aku cpai...i will try my best after this..
i promise...smlm aku de lthn netball...it was so fun...dpt kwn cm hjar,ina,cnda n una...
tp smlm aku agak tacink gan k.una....aku tawu dye brlwk...tp naluri aku ckp pe yg dye ckp 2 cm de mkna...aku lesbian..??mmg aku pnh dkaitkn cnta lesbian...tp dmi allah...aku x pnh
jalin kn hbgn trlarang 2...aku da de boy...x kn aku nk wt pgai cm 2....aku lyn mmbe2 gurl cm besa je...tp still de yg mmpertikaikn smua 2....kkdg aku ase better aku x yah lyn sgt gan mmbe gurl...aku care ckp aku bkn2...ile aku x care..???jus wait n see pe yg diorg nk ckp plak pas nie....aku mls nk kecohkn keadaan...tp smlma aku agak malu gan anim,ina,cnda ile k.una ckp cm 2...
aku mls nk lyn lbey2 da...cm bff aku ckp...wt baek slh,wt jht pe ntah ag...
biar la...org nk ckp pe...da la...pas nie aku ignored je la mmbe2 gurl aku...nk x nk pown still gak org mgata kn...aku yg skt aty...ea..!!mmg x nmpk cm aku skt aty...mls nk hncurkn ary2 yang kite lalui sme2...tp x pe la kn...aku de boy yg fhm n syg kt aku pown da kira oke sgt2...
bie....i alwys lurf u...no matter wht hppen...law aku skt...dye alwys tmankn aku...ile dye pgang tgn aku...
ase cm lega je...thnx la...law kite dpt continue blaja jauh2...hope x de pe yg mampu mggugat hbgn kite oke...i luv u more than u luv me....sab2 nie kuar result poli...op dpt...law rzki aku kt sna...aku tmer..asalkn aku blja dlu...n intrview bank tpksa aku lps kn...btl jgk kata hjar...blja la dlu...
thnx hjar...mlm smlm aku moody sgt...tdow pown awal...mls nk pk pe2 da...tp 2 la...kkdg ile skt 2 dtg....iso sgt...doakn la ku oke n smbuh cm dlu...aku nk khdpan aku yg dlu...
x de la iso sgt sal kshtan aku...now,duit pown juat hbs kt ubat je....x pe la...asalkn aku smbuh blk...
tolong bg pluang kt aku ya allah........amin...amer..???dye pnh jd bestrnd aku dlu...dlu...now kwn pown x...lps dye being so rude kt aku...aku mls nk lyn da....bkn aku x egt,msti la aku egt,dye pnh
jd kwn aku kn..tp...biarla prasaan aku nie reda dlu bru aku maafkn dye....
kkdg 2 miss la gak,tp da xde mknenya da pown...biarkn aku gan life aku now...

Monday, May 3, 2010

i am back.......................