ya Allah.....

rinie ase cm lemah sgt...td ley trlena even 1jam je mse yg de...ntah...ile bgn..da ase cm nk pitam...air kurang..mkn pown tidak...mmg mati slera ak kot...mmg x meleleh ary nie..tp emosi agak agak cm hampeh je..yg ak brsyukur cz ak bnyk mningkat lam trengkas..alhamdulilah sgt..usaha ak tak sia2..still akn dtroskan gak...amin..!!!serabut2 pown ley gak kn...tape laa...takkan nk gnggu sume kje ak kn..payah kot...

urm....rinie ak ase cm tak gne lgsung kot...ase cm hmpeh..siot...berhhh..berhhh kot..nk je mnjerit skuat aty...nk dluah takowt...da smpan cnie..nk uat bnda pown takmo...cne nieyhhhhh..!!!!!!!!!!!

mak..nk blk skunk gak...da tak sggup cnie...sesak..!!!law slalu cnie..btmbah kerink ak...!!!tpksa pretend dpn kwn2 yg everythng oke..bapak ssh laa kn...nk darah tinggi ak..hahahhahahha..

oke..!!!mle cite...mlm td sial..!!!bangang...!!!!ak tak twu laa.....kkdang ase slh ile da syg org kn...nk buank syg nie asenye da tak mmpu kot..da mnebal...!!kcwa subhanaallah...!tak trkata kot...

nk mati je mlm uh...hahahhaha..mntk smpank doe..urm..sriusly la...mlm td ak da slemah2 bdn..slmah2 otak...hati..sume lemah...ak ase cm bodo,bangang...sume de..ishhh...

kkdang ak tpk..slh ea syg org..??mybe cara syg kite brbeza..tp kli nie..ak ase cm seolah2 ak slh ile syg org...np prlu ase cm uh..??smpai ak ase ak da trlalu takowt nk wt pe2 pown gan dye..mybe gan words dye...sakit..pedih..ya Allah..!!!!

ak tak pnh trpk kearah 2..sumpah...!!!!ak da trlalu takowt...ile egt..ak mmpu nangs...ak mmpu wt bnda yg mnyktkan diri ak sndr...law ak kt mah...ak da tawu nk wtpe..tp ile kt cni...ak da tak twu nk wt pe..cne nk slesaikn mslh nie...law akk ase g'a nie jijik...jgn pndang mke g'a ag..g'a sdar sp dr g'a..nk pertikaikn pown tape..!g'a phm..g'a tak halang akk law nk judge g'a strok ne pown..judge la...tp g'a nk akk twu..kisah lame g'a bkn slh g'a...!!!!!!tak prlu g'a cite pnjang kt cnie...g'a sakit ile egt sume uh..g'a sksa ile egt sume uh..!!!!phm tak..tlg..g'a mryu sgt...jgn egtkn lg bnda 2..jgn egtkn g'a lagi..g'a ley sksa...sksa sgt..bkn slh g'a..g'a tak mntak sume 2...mmg g'a sosial..tp sosial g'a..g'a egt Allah...g'a egt g'a anak haji..!!!!g'a egt..tlg jgn nafikan sume 2...g'a lemah ile akk bangkitkn sume isu 2...tlg la...g'a tak pnh mrayu cnie...nie ptma kli g'a mryu kt org...tlg la..ckup sume bnda yg g'a hadap slama nie...da ckup sakit..da ckup tahan mrh..sabar..pe slh g'a..???ile syg..org pk len..tape laa...go on la...g'a tak mmpu nk wt pe..tak mmpu nk ckp pe...pas nie...akk takkan dpt g'a yg dlu lg...takkan..

thnks a lot akk..da bahagiakn g'a dlu...maaf kn g'a..law spnjgn pknln kite nie g'a slalu sakitkn aty akk...g'a tawu..g'a sdar sp dr g'a...pgai cm setan kn..!!ea..g'a ngaku sume uh...g'a sdar akk..!!law akk amek cara brdiam diri..tgk laa cara g'a jgk pas nie...soe...akk takkan dpt g'a yg dlu lg...g'a da takut..fobia sgt.....maaf...g'a da ase lemah sgt2...pmulaan thun bru yg sgt siot..urmmm....salah g'a mybe..maaf kn g'a..g'a tak mampu..maaf...maaf....maaf...maaf....maaf.....maaf.....g'a da ready utk sume kmgknan yg akn brlaku....